preface: this is not important.. this is just me getting this off my mind
i really like this lesbian girl at my job.. she is a lesbian but she doesn't look or act like one.. she seems like a normal girl and even sort of acts flirty like a normal girl.. she has the best voice she sounds sort of like how mariah carey sounds (talking, not singing) she is so cute and has a great personality.. i wish she was a normal girl so bad sometimes but i know her life is too crazy for me- even if she was straight- i can tell her life has a lot of drama in it because she is always leaving work early or doing things in a secretive way.. and she smokes and takes happy meds but i feel a magnetic attraction to her.. like beyond looks.. i don't know what it is, its just HER.. like i just want to be around her all the time.. its like whatever is inside of me wants whatever is inside of her.. there's no explanation for the attraction, its just there oh and another thing.. she has that rare "fat woman who has recently lost weight" thing going on i kinda like that body type.. those women are so soft.. she lost a lot of weight and now her body is like really almost weird looking but i like it she has no boobs but she has a huge butt i want her so bad sometimes.. there are better looking women but i just like her i'm always saying crazy things to her.. like telling her to sit in my lap or whatever flirty thing i can come up with at the time if i wasn't Christian i would beg her for sex.. but A. that's not the business.. and B. one day i was talking to her about std's and she knew a little too much about them off the top of her head.. so i wouldn't be surprised if she has something so anyway.. i just wanted to get that off my chest -my incompatible crush-
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