today is February 27th.
i was thinking about this month and i realized this month was kinda bad don't get me wrong, it could've been worse but like.. things weren't really poppin for me this month here is a recap: the girl i like avoided me on her birthday and on valentine's day.. and even seemed to insinuate that we are not dating.. she said something about not wanting to date and i responded like "well we're dating right?" and she was like "i don't know" my mom fell off the monkey bars at my apartment.. it was terrible i don't even really want to talk about it.. it was just a situation where like.. someone you care about gets physically hurt.. and it sounds funny but it just wasn't at all (again, don't really want to talk about it) i stopped going to the gym.. i just sort of lost motivation.. looking back over it.. i think it was just the things that happened this month that sort of knocked the wind out of me and my "time to go to the gym" changed to "maybe later" and that changed to "what's the point" in trying to deal with the lack of attention from the girl i like, i met a new girl and we went to my church and she embarrassed the crap out of me because the pastor said "we see we have a guest would you like to say your name?" and she said no.. and it wasn't even a normal no, somehow it was like a long and drawn out no... it was just so ridiculous.. like how are you over 30 and this awkward? ..so of course everyone is looking in our direction and laughing and she was like "stop laughing its not funny" which of course made it even worse... then she got up and left and i had to chase her it was just like so embarrassing, my sister is still laughing about it.. even the pastor text me after it was over like "what happened?" i'm like "dude i don't know" (and NO i don't talk to her anymore) i filed my taxes and waited the full 21 days, plus the full "2 to 5 days processing time" and i still haven't received the money.. i owe my parents like $800 and i don't have it.. and not only do i not have it- I HAVE NO IDEA WHY got up yesterday and started driving to work only to realize i had a flat tire in the back.. after changing it.. yesterday and today i've been riding on the spare.. gotta spend time and money getting this fixed tomorrow.. ahh just how i wanted to spend my saturday my job changed.. we have to learn a whole different system.. and the fun thing about it is, whenever you finish something it gives you something else.. so goodbye downtime and welcome to the plantation... also it is tracking and recording EVERYTHING.. yeah.. safe to say i will be looking for a new job so.. thank you february for tons of humiliation, pain, loneliness, and unwelcome change! btw i am actually leaving a lot of things out... thank me later
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