i want to talk about one reason i don't argue with women
ok i've talked about this before however this is another aspect to the conversation ok from a young age i always knew in the back of my mind that women a lot of times didn't speak directly what i mean is, i noticed a lot of them only speak on things in ways that would somehow be beneficial to themselves as opposed to just giving pure facts one way i always saw this from a young age was with my sister a lot of times if the subject of a woman being pretty came up, she would pretty much always only give props to a dark skinned woman if someone was white or light skinned a lot of times she would say they were unattractive for some reason in some way, or she would discredit another aspect of them if their looks were undeniable this made me understand that a lot of times women speak from their own insecurities or from some place unbeknownst to men say someone asks you where they can buy a sandwich as a man you will say, go up the street and to the left however a woman will think "if i tell him up the street and to the left then he will give business to that place i hate, so instead i will tell him blah blah blah" women are illogical in that sense, they will put their own petty beefs or gripes or insecurities above basic honorable behavior there was a gay guy who did this a lot at my job too.. like if he had an issue with someone at a senior living community in chicago, he would never recommend that community again.. even if a person really needed a place in that area lol so yeah from an early age, i saw how hard my sister went for dark skinned women.. i mean she just seemed to not like light skinned women from my perception.. but she would never come out and say "i am dark skinned and i feel i have been made to feel insecure about it- therefore it is against my personal code of conduct to ever say a light skinned woman is pretty" no, she would never be that forthcoming, she would always make it about something else.. like "she's just not cute" or "she acts like a weirdo" or "why do u like her, there are better looking girls" blah blah blah she always would try to sort of "redirect" traffic as opposed to just being honest and giving objective responses to things learning this at an early age always made me take things women say with a grain of salt- because you never know what they are REALLY saying when they say certain things this also extends to advice.. like women give the dumbest advice because they aren't going to tell you what works, instead they are going to tell you what they wish would've happened with a guy they liked or something the problem with this a lot of times is that whatever they say will make you into a grade-A simp if u get advice from a female relative, sometimes that can work.. but a lot of women out here who are just friends or associates will give you terrible advice so anyway.. i just wanted to speak on why i don't argue with women or take them seriously they just aren't men a man you can really discuss things with.. but women a lot of times just have weird and useless opinions that have nothing to do with what is being talked about
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real quick i just want to come through and say 2 unrelated things 1. the evil within is really good so far! it consists of psychological survival horror and the gameplay is action/strategy to me so far it kinda feels like the perfect horror game because it meshes together so many elements that fans enjoy so far i really like the difficulty.. it doesn't seem too hard or too easy also i always enjoy games where things sort of make sense and i can manipulate things properly.. like there was this one part where an enemy was invisible so i went behind a door and then i was able to know where he was because he would bang on the door and whenever he opened it i could just shoot him... i like things like that where i can figure something out and use the environment to my advantage the graphics are great but i'm playin on ps3 so there is some texture pop-in so far so good, i feel so far like as long as you upgrade your stats the game isn't really too hard i'll likely try to do a full review when i finish the game ++++++++++++++++++++++ 2. so i met a girl recently and i told her she would be good in the fashion industry and she was like "how would u know?" and i said "i can tell from looking at you, you are good with putting a look together and you have a streak of creativity with it" she said i was observant and she was surprised there was another exchange we had where she asked me what my physical type was and i said to her "my type is you, that's why i initiated a conversation with you" my immediate thought after this was "why would a woman ask me what my type is if i have already expressed interest in her?" its like, i want to ask her "u DO know i've gathered quite a bit of info on you right?" like she seems to doubt that my interest is real or she seems to think i just woke up and decided to bother her.. but no, i have literally done a scan on you and deemed that you would be suitable to me for a number of reasons.. like my interest isn't unfounded so basically, i wanted to say i feel like there are two ways for me to interpret her words to me- A. sometimes women just don't understand how perceptive men are we don't usually just come right out and express interest in women, we watch and see and mental note certain things.. i usually always feel like women don't understand this they think we just look at their boobs and butts and that's it, but that's not true.. i can honestly say as a man i really look at women and think about them.. i think about what they do, what they say, how they carry themselves, what they wear, i mean everything.. i can tell you something about all of them usually because i am single and i mental note details about who each one is when women underestimate men's ability to size women up- they do themselves a disservice or B. she is used to men only approaching her for sex and therefore not really paying her much attention which i would imagine is sometimes the case.. a guy wanting to have sex and not perceiving who a girl is and what she likes or what she is good at, because none of those things matter when vagina is the only thing on the menu that would also explain the "what is your type?" question because a lot of guys who want sex aren't looking for their ideal woman, they are just looking for a woman but pool boy is looking for his ideal woman so if i express interest then you have already passed a number of tests i just don't think women really understand that my parents surprised me with another piece of furniture
they brought this over last night a comfortable reading chair with an ottoman.. they match my couch as well wow my parents are the best! i'm probably going to play madd video games in this chair brah wow i am so tired of self-important and self-righteous women and their opinions
at this point in my life i feel like all my real friends are people who make suggestions as opposed to try to tell me "right from wrong" i don't need a person who thinks they are intelligent to try and tell me anything.. it bothers me so much sometimes i keep things to myself most of the time because so many people (namely women) say things that make no sense "why do u do this?" "why don't u do that?" "blah blah blah" i am just tired of this thing where i tell someone something about myself in an attempt to be friendly and actually SHARE beyond something like: "wow look at this weather" or talking about what's for lunch and they try to make me second guess my thoughts, opinions, actions meanwhile they are in a worse position than i am.. so why would i want their advice? women who are supportive are so few and far between these days.. they all seem to have an opinion on what you should or shouldn't be doing.. but no one wants to hear that.. no one wants to hear you complaining about what they do and how its not what you would do i mean i could say something as simple as "i want to get in shape" and some female will come along and say "why? what's the point of that?" or "who are you doing it for? you should only do it for yourself" or "why spend your time working out?" its one thing if you're saying you think i already look handsome, its another thing if you're just making me second guess my actions all the time because you like being a WORTHLESS CONTRARIAN a lot of times i just wish i had one woman in my life whom i could trust so i could cut a lot of other people off.. i wouldn't have to deal with their crap anymore i am so tired of women who are short-sighted and not supportive.. women who aren't supportive (imo) don't even have a purpose in life women were made for men.. so if you are not supportive then you have no value i am so tired of contentious women thinking they are so smart if only i had kept chrissy from years ago.. she was the only girl who actually let me live and was supportive.. a girl who made worthwhile suggestions as opposed to try and make me fit her mold a girl who said positive things to me and made me want to be more mature than i really was so many women just bring out the child in you, they would rather bait you into an argument than just play their position this is why i'm pretty much over women they can't do anything as simple as be supportive or nice/polite they are loud, opinionated, masculine, slutty, arrogant, ignorant, hypocritical, and they say things that tear you down before you say i am being hard on women, really sit and think.. do you know any good polite, sweet, supportive women? like really sit and think about it.. and your mom, grandma, and aunts don't count.. i mean like in the dating pool really think about it.. when was the last time you met a good woman? i have been trying to be more sensitive to what i think God is saying to me i think lately He has been telling me to try not to get involved in gossip for a long time i didn't know what gossip was, because to me- its like.. what is the difference between trying to find out what is going on and gossip? but i think He has been showing me that gossip is more like disparaging.. its one thing to find out what is going on, and another thing to sit and listen to- or participate in with disparaging comments or an all-out bash-fest on someone because look, even if a person deserves a bash-fest, part of the problem there appears to be that you haven't forgiven them in your heart "vengeance is mine says the Lord" so like i said- even in the event that someone truly deserves the the disparaging remarks.. its not for us to participate in, or even listen to another part of the problem is the power of words.. you can bless or curse another with the words of your mouth.. and we are definitely not called to curse people ++++++++++++++++++ i upgraded from yosemite on mac to el capitan el capitan is pretty good, i guess so far it seems a little more stable and has a few extra features ++++++++++++++++++ i kinda get tired of people wanting to decorate my house i mean wow talk about backseat drivers.. so many people have a suggestion for what i need to get and how i should get it.. it starts to feel like weird and insulting to an extent.. as if i can't possibly choose the right items or know where to shop or anything its such a joke.. people saying things like "you should hang pictures" or "you need a table" or "you can buy such and such on a payment plan" maybe i will, maybe i won't... but can i live? ++++++++++++++++++ this is really good creamer but real talk they need an oreo one as well
++++++++++++++++++ i dnt really like being around a lot of family.. there just always seems to be a problem or a drama involved i have grown to enjoy the single bachelor lifestyle where i have the ability to deal with crap or just go back into my own world i have a similar sentiment regarding women... i feel like i woke up recently and realized i don't have to chase them or figure them out through the power of self control i can just do what is best for me without being troubled by women's dang near asexual lack of interest ++++++++++++++++++ i watched this movie the other day on crackle called the bagheads.. it was really good.. it was about 4 friends who want to write a movie the movie was weird about what it wanted to be.. (comedy? suspense? a commentary on relationships?) but in an organic way.. it wasn't like forcing things in there.. i'd say mostly it was a character based comedy i really enjoyed it ++++++++++++++++++ i don't want to do anything today.. i am really just tired of doing things every day so i am probably going to skip church altogether yesterday (which was saturday) i helped move my sister's things for her new place i'm not like exhausted or anything, its just that i hate doing things 7 days a week.. i really do.. i will do it if i need to, but i would rather run errands on thursday and friday than bring them to the weekend i have been running around a lot and lately its like i haven't had time to just do nothing the thing about doing nothing is... essentially it has the same benefit as meditation during meditation you do nothing and that allows you to regroup and process and come to new thoughts/conclusions.. sort of like when your computer is acting up- the first thing you do is shut it down and a lot of times it reworks itself alone time doing nothing is the same sort of thing i really hate the thought of just doing stuff all the time.. i've hated it my whole life.. i even remember when i was little on saturdays my mom would make us clean up and on sundays we would have to go to church this made it so we had to do something every day.. there was never a "safe time" or a "leave me alone" time or a "this is off limits" time it was always "lets get this done" "lets do this" "lets get a head start on this" i mean i'd say a lot of the issues i had as a kid were based around that.. my parents would tell me to do something and i'd get mad then i'd get beat for saying something i shouldn't have said or for having some kind of attitude.. but looking back- i still feel my point of view was kinda rational i went to school 5 days, then on saturday i cleaned for half the day, then on sunday it was church.. there was just never a day to be left alone.. there was never a time where you had the right to say no there was never a time truly designated for r&r.. and i flat-out don't agree with that ++++++++++++++++++ my aunt gave me a waffle iron thing i'm bout to be goin ham in that kitchen brah ++++++++++++++++++ i want to talk a little about some of the "clubs" i feel like i am in ok i am a christian.. i don't think i am perfect but i feel like God is helping me to be better all the time.. christians are basically people who are supposed to stay away from sin and walk in love and believe the Word i am also still somewhat of a juggalo, even tho i don't really listen to icp anymore.. the short definition of a juggalo is an icp fan.. icp is insane clown posse.. a more specific definition of a juggalo is a person who treats everyone with respect without regard to class or race or appearance.. juggalos are not really cool with racists, greedy people, transvestites/gays, people who are stuck up, men who beat their wives, or any of those negative/perverted things i am also a mgtow.. mgtow is "men going their own way" ... mgtow is a culture that has risen up post feminism.. it consists of good men who can see the problems in our feminized society.. and these good men have decided to go their own way.. they are men who no longer are subject to the criticisms of the majority i used to say i was an mra which is a men's rights activist, but i prefer to be mgtow now.. because an mra sounds more like someone who is engaged in a fight or debate.. whereas mgtow chooses his path based on where he wants to be.. he can debate and fight however he will likely just find his best path for his life and pursue that without regard to outside factors mgtow has focus.. his focus is not to argue with feminists.. his focus is to set up the best life possible for himself.. i say "himself" as opposed to "his family" because mgtows know that women in a feminized society may or may not get on board.. they are too busy bashing men and swooning over adam levine to notice the good men around they are too busy criticizing good men for wearing spring colors in the fall, or for not opening their car door, or for whatever other arbitrary nonsense unwritten rule people have placed on us without our permission mgtows have realized largely that they are not at the mercy of women.. and this realization has given them new life and new vigor and a new perspective.. mgtows don't submit- they go their own way.. women can come...... or not i've posted this girl a few times but i'm doing it again because i'm in love with her i just can't believe this chick exists man lol i think watching the news is pretty much a sin at this point
philippians 4:8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things. the news is nothing but racism, shootings, transvestites, tragedies, economic problems etc etc etc this is one thing i believe many christians overlook.. they don't think the news is wrong.. and i'm not dissing them for it- if they don't feel its wrong then cool however my thought is just this: why plant the negative thoughts and ideas and happenings in our minds? why do we subject ourselves to it? i mean if you watch the news and it makes you angry, or ashamed to live in america, or it makes you sigh or shake your head in disgust, or it makes you fearful and afraid, then i don't know what to tell you.. maybe you shouldn't watch it.. why do you justify it if its not bringing anything of value into your life? that's my perspective.. i am not saying this as some kind of elitist, but i don't have cable.. and i don't want it i think 90% of tv is pretty demonic.. all these shows about debauchery and scandalous behavior.. and some start out semi-wholesome but by the 2nd or 3rd season every character is gay but the news doesn't get a pass from me either our parents used to tell us, if you can't say something positive don't say anything at all how many of u reading this would enjoy talking to someone on the phone who only has bad news to share every day? u would let it go to voicemail THE NEWS DOESN'T GET A PASS a week ago, my mom called me in the morning and said she wanted to help me get a couch or a platform for my mattress (cuz my mattress was on the floor) this took me by complete surprise.. so i drove out and we went to rooms to go and literally in like 5 minutes i found the couch i wanted and i was happy but i guess my parents were feeling extra generous because they basically forced me to pick a platform for my bed too.. i thought we were going to get one or the other but they legit made me get both.. so i got a nice black low profile platform set then my mom was trying to make me get more stuff but it was becoming overwhelming that they were doing so much for me out of nowhere so i was like PLEASE, no more.. please stop.. thank you for these things but let's just stop here lol so below you see the couch and the bed the deliveries for these came yesterday on october 9th
so i was like wow this is great! everything came and they set up the bed and there were no problems at all.. i'd legit recommend rooms to go lol i also got paid yesterday which is always nice.. so you'd think.. wow james that's a great friday, you got a proper bed, you got a couch, and you got paid... but that wasn't all... in the afternoon i received a call at work.. i answered it and it was the lady i interviewed with on wednesday she said "we'd like to have you on board" now the pay is nearly the same as what i make now- however i will say i have been trying to get out of the contact center for months.. i mean it has been rejection after rejection after rejection and finally someone gave me an opportunity to get out of there.. i mean i even had 3 or 4 rejection emails from jobs yesterday but anyway.. this job came at the perfect time too smh.. WOW so here's the deal- i work at the same company.. but now in a diff department.. meaning no more having to talk to people about their grandmother's incontinence (start the slow clap brah) now let me give some background.. about 2 weeks ago, a guy at church gave me $20.. i was like what is this about? he said "the Lord told me to give it to you, so i'm just obeying orders, man" i was like wow thanks so then i ended up telling my sister about it and she ended up telling me "the Lord wants me to tell you that's not all" so fast forward to today october 9th as if getting paid on a friday isn't good enough, i also got two really nice pieces of furniture given to me for free, and i got a new job (at the same company so i get to keep my benefits, tenure, tuition reimbursement eligibility etc) so now i see God really cares about me and looks out for me and He knows what i want and need and cares about my well-being.. and i knew these things before.. but after seeing Him work like this- i REALLY know how good He is on a more personal level and i thought a little about things i've done recently and looking back (i'm not saying i caused these things to happen or that i'm so righteous or anything like that, however) i can see how my obedience may have played a role in this because if you peeps follow my site you remember i felt that deleting my imac was possibly an act of obedience to the Lord, and you remember i did that and carried it out because it just seemed like it was something the Lord wanted me to do and if you remember not long after that, i threw my osiris shoes away because that was another thing i felt like the Lord was leading me to do because He probably views it as offensive so again, i'm not saying i caused these good things to happen, but God wants us all to be obedient and if we are then He can do more for us or through us so hopefully my little story here will inspire u peeps to also try and do what you think the Lord has put in your heart so that you can get obstacles out of your way or so that perhaps you can find favor with the Lord.. and if you do this- remember, even if it seems like nothing happens immediately- God is watching none of this is important at all but i just felt like talking about drake and what i think he is trying to do right now
i told this girl at my job i just thought drake had a "ghostwriter" because he was trying to go for a more southern feel i put ghostwriter in quotation marks because i don't think its a full on ghostwriter 1. because drake can obviously write based on his previous work and 2. because drake edits the work he receives from this ghostwriter.. he doesn't just get it and recite it and again 3. because TO ME it looks like he is just trying to project "southern" or "trap" for street cred now i don't condone this ghostwriting thing even if it is just editing- however at the same time its like.. drake is a jewish guy from canada.. but his dad always lived in memphis.. i have noticed a lot of outside countries seem to think the u.s. is where its at as far as "cool" or "swag".. and with southern rap being so big ever since no limit, cash money, outkast, and beyond.. i feel like a lot of people who want to be seen as "cool" or "with it" or as having some street cred will want to reflect the american southern rap or "trap" style of music.. because right now those are what is poppin outside of edm i think drake is tired of being seen as this emotional guy and he wants to build up his southern side... we have seen him do this ever since his affiliation with lil wayne but i think now drake wants to implement a southern feel into his own music as well.. so this way the image is not just through association i think this is what caused him to reach out to quentin miller (btw, please note, i am not really a drake fan.. i just wanted to throw my 2 cents in on this subject) so one day at work i told this girl i just felt that drake was going for a more southern feel and i felt that was the primary reason he wanted to write with quentin miller.. that also explains reference tracks because you can say a lyric like a canadian or you can say a lyric like you're in the trap house she said to me- "i don't think drake is going for a southern feel" i didn't know how to react to that statement because it was odd to me.. there is a distinct difference between drake on previous albums and his newer material.. if you don't hear it then i don't know what to tell you so i didn't respond then like a week or two later drake came out with the joint album between himself and future this (imo) solidified my theory and debunked her stupid comment drake wants an authentic southern feel and image right now.. this imo is why he started working with quentin as well as why he would do an entire album with future.. i believe he thinks these things should help him to shed the crybaby image he has had where everyone says "you're an emotional light skinned man-child from canada" now.. back to ghostwriting i don't really condone or respect it, but if a person is honest about it you can't really knock them for it and honestly it is apparently widely known that diddy didn't write for a long time but his 1997 album 'no way out' is a classic imo so i don't really respect it- but sometimes its like.. hey how many hats can a person wear? if you're diddy and you're a producer, dancer, entertainer, business man, manager, a&r, etc can you really be mad if he had lines written for him? so there are diff reasons for a ghostwriter.. u might wear too many hats to sit and write hot bars, u might want a diff feel in your music, u might just want some ideas that u can parse down and edit and build on.. i personally wouldn't use a ghostwriter but drake's "ghostwriter" imo isn't really exactly a ghostwriter because drake can already write if you have made like 5 albums by yourself then you have another writer- then at that point (at least in theory) i'd say you have a co-writer if you however haven't really developed your talent and u use writers then those are ghostwriters one thing that irks me about women on dating sites is how they get upset if you ask them why they are single (which is actually a compliment because if i didn't have to ask then the reason would be glaringly obvious) or how they get upset at any talk about singlehood
they act like you are trying to pry or point out flaws or something.. they think any indication of them being single is somehow an insult.. women are so prideful these days it is absurd i've even seen women say things like "don't assume i'm single" how crazy is that? like you're on a dating site saying that a person is wrong for assuming you're single... like you are literally crazy its like i work in senior living so someone may call me and i may say to them.. "what's it like being the only caregiver for your great aunt?" and they can tell me the answer without feeling like i am prying too much.. why? because we are both aware of the pretense- they called me seeking senior living if i asked a random person on the street what its like taking care of their great aunt, they have the right to say "that's none of your business" but again if we are under the pretense that you are seeking senior living- then i can ask you certain things without getting my head ripped off so when it comes to this situation with women on dating sites.. i get so tired of them being so evasive and acting as if we are not under the pretense of trying to find a significant other i have noticed women think being labeled as single is some sort of insult in itself... the problem with that is NO ONE SAID THAT.. it is their own insecurity intercepting the conversation and twisting it to sound like an insult am i supposed to think you are on a dating site for no reason? like of course you are (or at least should be) single and of course you have experiences and a story to tell.. u don't have to go too deep, but you can't foster a new relationship and remain completely hidden and invulnerable either u are in or you are out |
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