man this game looks so good... someone buy me a ps4 please!!!!
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i want to talk about one problem i've had in some churches in the past
this might help someone sometimes the things they teach at church are not exactly incorrect, sometimes they are just out of order in some way, or sometimes the priority given to something is too high when it should really be lower in comparison to something else things like these used to confuse me a lot when i was A. younger and B. sometimes probably in the wrong church don't be discouraged when you feel like you are not receiving the true Word or the full Word or you feel confused about things instead just pray about it and pray that you will be taught the truth or that you will be led to the right church or something like that see its like this.. say you are 24yrs old and you just graduated college say you go to a family reunion.. some people there might say to you "when are you going to have some kids?" some people there might say to you "when are you going to get married?" they aren't necessarily wrong in saying these things, but deep down you may be thinking "i want to get my career going first" that is sometimes how church was for me in the past.. like sometimes people would say "do this" or "be this" but in reality sometimes God wants you to do something in a diff order or He may want you to just have a quiet and honest relationship with him without all the other influences and i'm not saying don't go to church or don't listen to people, i'm saying remember to pray about what God wants or where He wants you to be because sometimes the things people say can steer you in the wrong direction.. they aren't always necessarily wrong- just perhaps at times misguided in their approach or advice who would've thought there would be a part 3 to this?
this whole process (like i was saying in the first entry) must've really been from God because cool things keep happening so here's what happened since i cleaned my hard drive and got yosemite, today i was like ok let me reinstall microsoft word, because i have microsoft word 2011 for mac so i was getting it installed, then i realized it was asking me for a product key.. i remembered the product key should still be in my college's school email.. so i went back to my school email to retrieve it well when i got to my school email.. there was a message saying my college is giving students free microsoft office 2016.. so i downloaded it and boom there you have it i got the full version of microsoft office 2016 for mac for free.. that's word, power point, excel, outlook and everything else what's so funny is i'm not even in school so i wouldn't have known about this had i not checked my school email wow did i ever talk about that time when my balls hurt so bad i had to go to the emergency room?
this was like 15 yrs ago basically ur balls in a sense "hang on a string" .. i think its called the seminal vesicle well what was happening was- apparently my balls were twisting and so the "string" was like knotting up this caused a lot of pain usually the pain would come and go but one day it just didn't go away to the point where i didn't even really fall asleep.. i was just like in pain all night so then morning came and my parents realized i never really went to sleep and it was getting worse so eventually my mom agreed to take me to the emergency room so then when we got in the car she realized she had no gas so she had to stop and get gas LOL at this point i think i was crying and contorting like crazy and like banging on the dashboard.. cuz the pain was unbearable so my mom was like trying to get gas and panicking and trying to stay calm lol so we finally got to the er and as soon as i got out i started vomiting LOL so when i was vomiting it was like ok this is serious.. so finally they got me and the first thing the nurse did was give me a shot in my rear.. once i got that shot i remember the pain seemed to calm down a lot and i relaxed then they put that thing on my face and made me count backwards and next thing i knew i woke up in a hospital bed with stitches on my ball-bag i remember i missed work for a while and peeps were like where's james? and it was weird wondering if i should tell people i had surgery on my nuts or not what was crazy tho was i told some guy at work and he had the same thing happen to him.. i was like wow! just wanted to talk about that lol so after i cleaned the drive, i saw that you can get yosemite for free.. wow!
i didn't even expect to be able to get new software for free.. i had no idea it was out- i just saw it because when i cleaned the drive, the browser was automatically set to apple's page, so i saw yosemite and downloaded it wow what a pleasant and unexpected surprise! i had no idea i'd get a free software upgrade.. mac gets points for this this new look is gorgeous!! i said a while back that i was thinking about deleting everything off my hard drive on my imac
i remember being at church one day and they were talking about how God talks to us... one thing i remember hearing was that, when you feel like you should do something, and it just doesn't really go away, a lot of times that is the Lord so i was thinking i should delete everything off my hard drive and the thought just never left, i didn't really know why i was thinking about doing it so i started to wonder if that was God.... i can't really confirm either way- but the thought crossed my mind anyway.. i finally went ahead and did it.. i spent the last few days trying to figure out how to do it and oh man, it was nuts i guess i have come to the conclusion that i hate mac nerds.. i watched so many of their tutorials on how to reformat your imac and none of them were complete and comprehensive.. and all those mac nerds are so geeky and annoying.. there was one guy whose voice was just utterly unbearable smh.. like i tried to listen to what he was saying but i just had to turn the video off .. whether that guy had all the steps or not- i'll never know because his voice was just ridiculous and there was one guy who kept like swallowing and making that noise people make when their tongue sucks the roof of their mouth.. all those mac nerds are just so annoying to me.. like you would think something like reformatting your drive would be simple to learn how to do.. but no.. i started to feel like 90% of the tutorials were "click-bait" and another thing i hate about them is they will have a video on something like "how to delete your hard drive" but the video will be like 10 minutes.. why? it should be 2 minutes IF THAT but no, they have these long intros about nothing and all kinds of background information you don't need just get to the steps, moron! and i shouldn't even really have to hear you talk at all, just post the steps visually mac nerds are just scum lol.. i mean.. i think they are already making a second steve jobs movie.. i mean wow.. its bad enough black people worship 2pac.. now we have computer nerds worshiping steve jobs.. i can never understand why people think he was so great.. the guy marketed and sold computers.. like why do people act like he was some kind of untouchable dynamo genius? anyway.. back to my story.. literally NOT ONE TUTORIAL showed me every step.. i only saw a few steps on each video and inched closer and closer to my goal, and even then i had to tinker and toggle a few settings to get it to do what i wanted.. i reset and restarted my computer like 30 times trying to figure out how to do this stuff and one time i thought i deleted everything, then restarted my computer and i found a folder with tons of things in it that i deleted years ago LOL.. i was like how is this even possible? but when you format your hard drive you click 'delete' and under delete there is a tab that says "do not delete anything" so you apparently have to unclick that.. it was just bonkers.. it took me i think 3 days or so to figure everything out so anyway... one reason i wanted to delete everything was because i got my imac during college, so i had a LOT of old homework assignments floating around on there.. i had so many documents and things it was just weird, and it seemed like there were a lot of duplicates of documents also i figure, hey.. i finished college 2 yrs ago so why do i still have all this stuff? its the same with music stuff.. i had a lot of music stuff on there that i no longer need.. so any new songs should feel more like a fresh start hopefully when i found that folder with stuff i deleted from years ago, i saw my ex-gf chrissy.. there were like 4 pictures of her oh man, i miss her so much.. i wish her the best and hope she is doing well.. i would honestly like to have her back.. but i don't really date women who are divorced unless certain circumstances or conditions are met (not my own choice, its in the Bible).. i'm not saying i'm right or wrong in this policy- but i feel its generally safe to err on the side of caution she was so pretty and i miss her all the time.. no other female has come close to her at all so anyway.. back to my situation i deleted everything on my hard drive on my imac its back to being like it was when i first bought it that's 5 years worth of information gone the main thing i had to save on flash drive was the information in my address book btw saving the information on your address book is fairly simple but anyway, it feels like a new day for me peeps -catharsis- (sidenote: my entry from 2-13-2010 was when i first got the imac) this game just looks really cool to me.. very creative style.. i'd like to play it but i usually don't have time this post is a comment i left on a forum about artists who say they are not signed but they really are signed to a major label
a lot of artists are doing this to seem like they are just this amazing artist who came out of nowhere they sort of dupe the audience into thinking this person really went from rags to riches by their own determination its really payola and there are influencers behind the scenes anyway i just wanted to share so here it is: +++++++++++++++ i knew this was going on for a while for a few reasons 1. i went to music business school and learned everything is pay to play 2. one time on allhiphop i saw a roc-a-wear ad and i thought nothing of it until i realized two of the editors of the site were literally in the ad.. so all of a sudden i realized why they were always dissing cam'ron and bigging up jay-z and keeping jay in headlines even when he didn't have an album out 3. the term "bought buzz" started getting big a few yrs ago.. mainly with drake.. i remember for example when he first came out no one was really biting but they had his face on the front of allhiphop for literally 2 years which made people start checking for him.. labels pay to be on the front pages of the sites... when i realized this i stopped frequenting the sites 4. was because there are artists who do the same money, hoes, cars, clothes thing and get big.. why would someone get big out of nowhere when they sell the same thing as someone else? its just basic logic 5. this was what made me see the whole picture: i was watching trinidad james on breakfast club.. (now if u want to see it you have to see the right one because he's been on there a few diff times).. on the interview angela yee was like "there's a rumor you are signed to def jam" or something like that.. and he tried to deny it but i knew he was lying just by how he responded.. he didn't say a normal thing like "no i'm not signed to def jam- where'd you hear that?" he said something like "you're telling me that, i don't know anything about that" i can't remember exactly how he worded it but i'm telling you i immediately knew he was lying.. you know how people don't expect a question and they sort of stumble.. that's what happened.. i knew immediately he was lying because it made too much sense.. "all gold everything" sucked.. that's exactly how those in power want to portray black people.. as poor idiots in the hood saying the n-word and looking/acting like an idiot.. being stupid, looking retarded and doing molly.. SO OF COURSE THEY BACKED IT.. PLUS I ALWAYS SUSPECTED HE HAD BACKING BECAUSE THE VIDEO IS SO OBVIOUSLY PROFESSIONALLY DONE let someone say something smart on a song and see if they back it trinidad james makes odb look like barak obama so yeah, they will promote that all day he got dropped cuz he wasn't playing nice, he showed signs of A. not knowing how to do interviews and B. not wanting to be ratchet in the future.. (see his angie martinez interview for reference) one thing i've noticed in life is you always have to look at things from the opposite standpoint to gain perspective
like at work not too long ago a girl said to me "my boyfriend is so annoying sometimes because he forgets our plans and hangs out with his friends a lot" i said "would you rather have him be like that or be too clingy?" she really couldn't answer me she didn't know which was worse, for him to be doing his own thing all the time or to be too clingy and i wonder if that gave her some perspective i wonder if she thought- hey maybe this isn't so bad this is also the conclusion i've come to with my sister never coming to visit me even though i've lived here for about a year.. i was upset about it but then i said if i had to choose- "would i rather have her never come over? or have her at my house all the time?" i think u peeps know the answer to that lol so remember to look at the opposite scenario to try and gain perspective on ur situation |
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