^juicing and dentist ^going down the street near my apt when everything was frozen ^my kitchen ^watchin a lil b video at work and chillin in a mountain in franklin lookin outside talkin to siny and talkin on bx
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i finally went to the movie theater out here in spring hill
it was nice i would've taken a girl with me but they have no inherent value lmao i went to see jurassic world.. it was good, it had a few characters who were too cliche, and i HATED the main woman in the movie.. i wanted her to die a violent death so bad but other than that- it gave me what i wanted i must say tho.. that "our parents are divorcing" part was absolutely 100,000% unnecessary +++++++++++ i finally made it out to the the park out here in spring hill also.. it was nice.. it is like a mini water park for people to hang out and take their kids it also has some basketball hoops and tennis courts it also has places to sit and eat so it would be cool to bring food there and kick it +++++++++++ God blessed me to be able to renew my gym membership which i'm pretty happy about +++++++++++ i don't know what has happened to me, but after not eating fish from probably over 10yrs, i have started to desire fish lately a few months ago i became obsessed with filet-o-fish sandwiches from mcdonalds but they are really expensive but i've found you can make them at your house pretty easily the only un-obvious thing i had to add was vinegar - to give it a similar kick +++++++++++ i took yesterday off work and it was excellent.. oh man it felt so good i got up at like 5am and did madd stuff until like midnight i literally ran out a full tank of gas, that's how much i was running around town.. it was freaking phenomenal it reminds me of not too long ago, when i was talking to a friend and he asked me what i'd buy if i was rich... i said "nothing.. i'd just quit my job" +++++++++++ my mom bought me some sheets.. how dope is that i've been blessed to get things little by little over time its so weird the euphoric feeling you get when you buy some little item for your house that you need.. like an oven mit or pizza cutter or some ish my sheets r solid gray +++++++++++ i made pumpkin bread yesterday it didn't come out too good lol but i have enough mix to make another loaf.. so we are going to get that poppin cuz i think i know what i did wrong on the first one +++++++++++ ok well that's about it for now aight peaCe i want to make something clear
i will probably never say another good thing about a woman (not that i ever did in the first place) i just dislike them for pretty much every reason when i see women on tv crying about relationships i always think its their fault maybe if they made better decisions they wouldn't be crying all the time talking about how they are alone i feel like its odd how men and woman communicate in different ways so perception of the opposite sex is almost always off things would work better if they were like old times when men had specific roles and women had specific roles these days its like everything is gray area i'm tired of women thinking they are so smart and great just because they have their own money their decision making is still off i see women who are ready to divorce their husbands over arguments lol they think that is liberating but i feel that is stupid u are willing to leave your family over an argument and a lot of times men just let the woman win so that he can rest.. he is tired of telling you "I DONT WANT MY 5YR OLD DAUGHTER WEARING MAKEUP YET!" he is tired of trying to explain things that he thinks you should understand already he is tired of your attitude he is tired of you threatening to leave as if that would be a good decision for ANYONE involved (i even wrote about this^ in a song once when i said: "woke up one day, realized i'm a slave/ gotta do what you say, or you'll run away/") i am growing tired of wanting a woman every moment of my life but being rejected by them for things i don't even understand at all i sometimes think "if only a woman would understand i am a decent person" but they don't understand it.. they don't understand "i want to take you out to dinner" they only understand "netflix and sex" every single thing i do is wrong in a woman's perception for the most part, i hate women and if you don't like that- don't come to my website because i don't see that changing anytime soon i think most women are worthless have a nice day one of the top problems with women is they don't understand their place
1st corinthians 11:3 "the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God" so here you see a clear picture God, Jesus Christ, man, woman, child women are out of line and always trying to be a man which makes things out of order women these days only accept gender roles when it is convenient for them like for example, in marriage, a woman is "given away" by her father or a trusted male in her family to the man she is to marry that is a clear example of order.. men look out for women, so women are not "uncovered" or "vulnerable" or "independent".. they are under a man's guidance, protection, authority women are fine with this physical display in marriage, but they hate the thought of it in real life.. i'll give an example the other day a female asked me what church was about and i said it was about how "your body is not your own in marriage" and she made a noise of contempt with her mouth and said she disagreed and made a comment about it being rape (again trying to demonize men) this is what i'm talking about- women just refuse to submit or listen on any level these days.. like why does she even assume its one sided!? its not even a gender issue, but she assumes it is and immediately goes into the whole feminist dogma/propaganda speech.. like without even thinking at all the bible says men don't deny your wives and wives don't deny your husbands.. so again- its not even one sided, but she was assuming it was only men saying to women "you must not deny your man" smh i said to her- well you can disagree but its biblical, the bible says you should not deny the person you are married to because if you do the enemy may come in and tempt them.. and God wants us to avoid that situation altogether once i said that she stopped talking women need to stop being so rebellious, insubordinate, and defiant like i get that there may be things you have a hard time agreeing with, but you don't just outright reject it, that's when you discuss the issue with your man.. you might be right in the disagreement, but don't just disrespect him and belittle him and get an attitude.. don't roll your eyes and make noises with your mouth and tell him how he is ridiculous.. DISCUSS THE ISSUE.. he might be like, "yeah ur right" but the "two-dominant-men" in one male/female relationship thing isn't working.. look at it from the perspective of you talking to your child are you steering your child in the wrong direction? i highly doubt it do you want your child's trust? i'm sure you do so when your man is trying to actually umm, i don't know BE A MAN it is your job to allow him to take that place... if you keep kicking him out of his place, he will eventually find a woman who allows him to live in his allotted role which is a big reason why you hear about men banging the babysitter.. its not about her looking better or being younger.. the fact is- 9 times out of 10.. she is submissive/supportive... and you're not i have realized i have to make a shift in my thinking
instead of thinking that women want families and stability and an ongoing love relationship with a man i have to understand that women want fun and excitement and a lack of responsibility and accountability they want to have sex with whoever whenever with no consequences and family love and stability is not a priority this is not me being funny or anything, this is a true realization i have to allow to sink in women don't have the thought of "father knows best" anymore, instead they look at a dedicated man as weak and undesirable they see men who want to uphold family and gender roles and commitment as a man who is spineless and boring.. to women these days, a "bad boy" is a strong and desirable man i have to just understand that most women feel this way most women want the man who is tall with big muscles and who dresses nice regardless of how he obtains the money, time, and motivation for these things nicki minaj said it best "i let him hit it cuz he slangs cocaine" women take kindness for weakness and they would rather chase a man who will abuse them than be pursued by a man who will treat them well this is just the reality of modern times i have to get my head out of the ideals of the past and understand that women just want to be used this is why u can say something very dirty to a woman and she will laugh and giggle and dare you to actually follow up on said suggestions.. women will respond to a crude comment with joy, yet sneer at a man who desires to hold her in a high regard i have to just realize that we are likely in the time of the "great falling away" and this is what the norm is THIS IS WHAT THE NORM IS
if only i could get a girl like this.. minus the tattoos
i had a job interview yesterday and (surprise) the two hiring managers were women actually, the entire office was full of women and they had one guy there and he was gay i am tired of things like this.. why is EVERY recruiter, hr associate, or hiring manager a woman? no wonder women are out here ballin out of control while men are struggling so anyway.. i sat down in the 2nd woman's office and i hadn't been sitting there for even 3 minutes and she said i was quiet how am i the quiet one when YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO INTERVIEW ME, IDIOT I HADNT EVEN BEEN SITTING THERE FOR 3 FULL MINUTES! this pissed me off.. this is what i'm talking about- i guess if i was a woman, maybe i would've said something like "oh i like the color of your dress" or something .. but since i am a male, and i don't give a f*ck what your dress looks like, i sat down with the intent to interview, and i feel like i am being sort of "reprimanded" for it she even said herself "this is an office full of women and they're not quiet at all" and i'm thinking, yeah its an office full of women because that's all you hire you prick this is what i encounter every day when i'm seeking a job.. i never get anywhere looking for jobs in this climate because it is like there are multiple layers of white women at every single job that i have to get through/impress (i'm not racist, it is just a fact).. there is absolutely no diversity in human resources... and they all think i am slow or something simply because i'm not them like yesterday at my interview they gave me a test and the test had addition and subtraction problems on it why the hell does someone with a bachelor of science degree have to take this dumbass test? it took everything i had not to really just look at them with a blank stare and go off i was looking at my current job's employment listings the other day and they showed a picture of the recruiting staff.. i saved it because it just struck me as so absurd looking.. what the hell is this? a sorority?
and if you think that's bad, look at my job's linked in page and before someone blames me saying i need to suck it up how would you like it if every job you went to- all interviews were conducted by the opposite gender and a different race literally 90% of the time? how do u think that would affect your ability to get a job? i mean wasn't it bad enough that in college i only had one black professor, and NEVER ONCE had a black male professor? i guess not and again, i'm not racist- i'm just saying.. sometimes u wish you could feel like things were more fair as far as having people in power who are likely to empathize with you on some level i've been looking for a job since about march.. frankly, i'm tired of the whole "we don't feel like you'd be a good fit" thing this is from 2012 but i'm pretty sure i never posted it i posted it to the incorrect youtube page when i uploaded it so i wanted to share this cuz like i said- i never posted it here on the site if i'm wrong let me know.. but i don't think i ever posted this here |
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