i think i'm going through another identity crisis
i get quiet, yet i need someone to talk to, my mind races but i am very still, i can't really establish what my next moves are because i don't know who i am at some points and in some ways however the good part of these moments is i deem them to be growing pains.. so hopefully growth will indeed take place one aspect of my growth that i feel like has been apparent is my relationships with women i have become almost numb to rejection lol.. i mean.. i'm not to the point where i welcome it yet- its still an uncomfortable thing for me.. but the sting is gone you are rejected then you are immediately faced with choices on how to cope (or if 'coping' is even necessary) the ball sort of remains in your court in that sense also.. i don't know about women.. but when it comes to us men.. a lot of times women will come back around if you leave them alone for a while which brings me to a point i want to touch on you should always be there for the people you care about, because you don't want that person to realize they don't need you i sometimes watch girls leave my life and i end up learning how to just get by without their conversation, without their support, without their perspective then when they come back i welcome them... but the feeling is different the glue isn't there anymore i don't blame them.. i had to learn the hard way too.. being needed is a responsibility BUT IT IS BETTER THAN THE ALTERNATIVE (granted you are needed by people you care about of course) anyway this^ is all i can say right now be good peeps
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