one thing about my life i've noticed is everything seems to be in order.. even when things are out of order they're still in order
what i mean is everything has come in a "proper" sequence car, college, job, etc right now i am still working on getting situated in a place to live.. i don't like my current place and would like to find something a bit more livable once i get that situated (based on the pattern of my life) i will probably meet a girl one crazy thing about my life is i graduated high school in 2002, then i went straight to college but i flunked out so instead of graduating in 2006, i graduated in 2013 that's a 7 yr gap.. in other words its like i could've been where i am right now 7 yrs ago had i kept things together back then it wasn't that i didn't want to work, it was more that my attention was divided between music, women, work, and college... i guess today the difference is, i sort of keep women and music on the back burner while back in the past i put work and college on the back burner.. somewhere in that 7 yr period i realized music wasn't really paying off and women can be fickle anyway.. one thing i kinda like about things being in "order" is the fact that if everything in your life comes in an orderly fashion then things should technically just get better and better but if the order is flipped and there is too much good too soon, how do you handle it? look at some of the child actors.. i mean if your best years are behind you by the time you're 20 then what exactly do you have to look forward to? but regardless of the order of your life there still seems to be a struggle to contend with the struggle of "order" is.. "how long do i have to wait?" ..like say you are wanting to be married but you can't find anyone the struggle of disorder is "how do i keep this together?" .. like say you had a child prior to getting a job do you guys think "order" matters? or is it just a social norm type of thing is car, college, job, mate, child the magic way? or is a sequence like: child, job, car, mate, college just as good? just a few thoughts
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