just want to talk randomly about my life
my sister is on anti depressants.. i don't like seeing her on them but i've given up talking about it because i feel like all she does is hear but she doesn't really LISTEN.. i guess she is going to stay on them until she feels like getting off.. i guess she feels shame about her life and decisions.. the bad part is she can't escape because she is a wife and mom.. since she can't escape physically i guess she has decided to escape mentally with the pills.. i feel like i'm talking to a diff person when i talk to her and that's what makes me hate it anyway.. enough about that if anyone wants to know more about that just ask.. other than that i'm moving on ++++++++ people at my job can be a little annoying with certain comments, like saying i'm quiet or whatever.. i don't understand that point of view.. one guy told me i should get out of my comfort zone.. this was the same guy who said he only dates white girls.. so what if i told him to come out of his comfort zone and date someone black? he probably wouldn't like that would he? did you ever think maybe my normal is a bit different than yours? and why the f*ck would i want to come out of my comfort zone? so i can be uncomfortable? i'm not going to get into a lot of random talking at work because it won't lead anywhere of value.. i hear the gossip, the sex talk, the "i'm gnna leave here and get drunk" talk, etc. etc. and some of it is funny but.. i prefer to be a mere bystander to most of it +++++++++ living with my parents sucks lol.. however someone broke my side view mirror off my car the other day and my dad fixed it.. i don't know how much that would've cost but he hooked it up.. i was like wow.. it kinda made me think about my parents in a diff light.. it reminded me that even though they can be annoying they have my back i have been working overtime so that i can get out of here.. and on top of that- luckily they gave us double time for working memorial day.. i appreciate all the people who don't diss me for living with my parents.. i know i look really bad but trust me i'm trying my best lol +++++++++ i bought a bicycle this past weekend (o:
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