today at work a girl said a guy asked her for money but she was appalled by that because "he is a man"
i said that's how i feel when women have opinions she laughed but i wasn't really joking anyway, prior to that- i asked a different girl at my job why she thinks girls don't like me the first thing she said was: "you're a little weird" then as she went on she said something that i thought was pretty profound.. she said: "you can't do anything right for the wrong person" i don't know how she came up with such a good quote.. it was as if something came down and blessed her brain or something i feel like she is right but i still feel like there is another side.. the side that says "i have to try to be attractive in order to attract" i feel like when people say "its just not the right person" IN EVERY INSTANCE, what they are effectively doing is taking away your power in the scenario.. which is something i kinda resent i feel that GENERALLY: if i approach a girl incorrectly i will get a bad response if i approach a girl correctly i will get a good response so saying they are just not the right girls (while it makes sense in some instances) does not make sense in the grand scheme we all have power to attract or repel the opposite sex based on how we present ourselves, our habits, hygiene, our looks, etc. etc. so even though she said something really cool, i still feel that i am ultimately unattractive to women and there are some things i can do to change that.. in subtle ways or overt chalking up relationship failures to "its not the right person" each and every time is madd lazy to me AT SOME POINT YOU HAVE TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY THE OPPOSITE SEX DOESNT BOTHER WITH YOU AND ACTIVELY TAKE STEPS TO CHANGE THAT FACT i will go on record right now and say i feel like i have a lot of good qualities (not being arrogant) such as believing in and fearing God, actually wanting to commit to a woman, i don't do drugs or drink or take happy meds, i have normal hobbies (nothing crazy like jumping out of planes) in the most humble way possible- i feel like i am a good catch because i feel like i have what it takes to provide a way for a woman to live in comfort and confidence the main things i feel like i need to work on are: 1. get in better shape 2. get a better occupation if and/or when i get those in order.. if i am still single, i am going to need some SERIOUS answers as to why i don't think i am that bad of a guy i've been told i'm too opinionated but i have scaled my opinions back A LOT.. literally if you're not on this website then you would probably have no clue how opinionated i am because i have taken steps to shut that part of myself down in public because it comes off as very rude and arrogant i am super laid back in public.. this site (and when i'm talking to myself) are the only places where i just totally let loose anyway.. my job hired this really pretty girl not too long ago and i lock eyes with her a lot.. i have not been able to approach her with any subtlety so i have just been waiting for my chance i am going to try and see what she is all about soon if at all possible.. i am very interested in her and very hopeful.. when we look at eachother we actually both stare too long.. i know its subtle but it feels like we are both doing it on purpose.. i will keep you guys updated on my dealings with she wish me luck tho peeps anyway i'm out
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