i kinda think i have started seeing a demon.. not like physically but like in life in general.. like i feel like i have started to understand how they work
there are certain things i deal with that people don't really know about mental pain and anguish like heartbreak or fear or odd thoughts i don't know a lot about God and stuff but i have started distinguishing voices in my head in the past i felt that everything was a thought from myself however nowadays i feel that spirits "minister" to us a lot.. and it is important to distinguish who is saying something to you.. because then you will know whether to act on the thought or dismiss it i feel like a demon tries to limit me (or demons try to limit us.. either one) or keep me afraid of things or keep me from having a decent life here's an example: not too long ago i was trying to do my benefits at my job and this girl at my job was asking people if they did their benefits or not.. i was the only person who hadn't done it yet so she asked me if i did it and i said no and then i said "when is it all due?" and she said "today.. you better hurry up" and walked off this imo, was that demon.. i say that because 1. it was a lie 2. it confused me 3. it discouraged me here's the background.. i had already been looking over the benefits and i sort of saw that i had until a certain date to finish my benefits.. in reality, i had a whole week to finish them so when i asked this girl when they were due, i was basically just asking for confirmation.. she is above me at my job so i thought i could trust her to tell me the right answer.. but no.. and so then i was confused like.. "wait.. i must've read it all wrong" then i was thinking.. "oh crap i won't have time because i don't get home until like 9pm so how am i going to do it all in time when i haven't read over things yet?" then another thought came, and i realized when she told me the benefits were due "today" she grinned that grin... i feel that was that demon who tries to limit me from achieving normal things in life such as "having my own place" "having a decent job" "finishing school" "having a good wife" "having benefits at my job" etc etc in this natural realm you would just say "that girl was a b*tch" but the bible says we don't wrestle against flesh and blood.. there was NO REASON for her to lie to me, but she did.. so where did that come from? so I feel like the enemy sends demons to discourage us.. this is why you tell people your dreams and they immediately trample on them.. i just feel like i am starting to see deeper into what reality actually is like a chess game between good and evil and some people know what is going on and some don't to anyone reading this- please try to recognize what is happening in your life as well if you KNOW what is going on you may not fall for the tricks.. if you know who is speaking to you- you know which voice to follow is the voice in your head a demon or an angel? if a voice tells you to kill yourself- where is it coming from? how can you fight it? do you see a series of things happening in your life.. do you start to see patterns? maybe it is not a mere pattern, maybe it is a PLAN.. a plan of attack against you and your faith how can you get the tormenting spirits away from you? how can you combat their plans to discourage you? its like.. you may not be able to see things in the natural, but via circumstances and situations and cycles, you can see things its like you can't see gravity but you see evidence of it everywhere so when you look at your life, what do you see evidence of? think about it.. recognize what is there.... and then take a step in the right direction
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kevin
11/23/2014 03:27:24 am
1 john 5:19 says the whole is in satans hand which is why he was able to offer all the kingdoms i.e goverments to jesus if he did one act of worship to him,which jesus would have said they'r not yours to give had it not been true.
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pOoL Boi
11/23/2014 09:31:07 am
sup Kev.. yeah u r on point brah, i agree with you.. this world is bonkers.. and i think one of the main problems is greed.. one thing i've noticed is there are laws against many sinful and harmful acts and behaviors but there are no laws against greed.. so if someone has a billion dollars and all their neighbors are starving, the government doesn't care.. that's definitely not something God would approve of !
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