i just saw this commercial like 2 minutes ago and i was cracking up wtf is wrong with our society lol
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i want to talk about "breaks" in relationships a bit
i think a break should be a time to get some space to think.. its hard to know up from down when you are so close to someone/something have you ever heard an artist say.. "i've been working so hard on this for so long that i don't know what to think of it anymore" ? they sometimes need a fresh opinion or fresh perspective so they ask a friend what they think or they take a break and come back to it i think when it comes to relationships, the theory is "absence makes the heart grow fonder" or "familiarity breeds contempt" HOWEVER. the problem with taking a break in the context of a relationship is that is a person as opposed to an object or project, so they may be thinking something way different than what you are thinking they may feel like you are playing with their emotions and there may be a serious anger/bitterness there so when ur done with the break.. you will likely A. not get the person back or B. get them back but they won't be the same i took a break with a girl i cared a lot about but she went and got married and i'm over it or whatever but i definitely would never take a break in a relationship in the future in the future it will have to be "off" or "on" and that's it.. no inbetween so at the end of the day you have to know what you want and why and be able to withstand the times when it is negative these are just my thoughts on a break in a relationship.. i don't think they are always done with some sort of malicious intent, but doing it will likely result in a negative outcome one thing i want to talk about is something that has been going on lately in stores and in society
lately i go places to buy things and its just not there.. it is one of the most annoying things to go to a place specifically to buy something, only to see an empty slot while everything else around it is fully stocked this has become more and more of an issue recently to the point where i have developed theories as to why it occurs the main thing that is going on is this.. the internet allows people to get many things that they want without spending a lot of time and without spending money on gas.. you might have a shipping fee, but that's still better than if you went out to buy it and it wasn't at the store and you ran a lot of gas out of your car so basically.. as a result of the internet.. stores actually stock LESS items.. what i mean by that is this.. the more people buy items on the internet, the less stores have to stock.. so then it pushes certain things that sell less items to only be available on the internet let me give an example: ok say a store sells a red hat 20 times per week say that same store sells a blue hat 10 times per week in the days before the internet was so prevalent, the store would carry both hats because they know even though the blue hat sells less, it will still sell fairly well because people generally will go to the store to get it however nowadays with the internet, only the top selling items will be stocked in stores because its understood that customers can buy it elsewhere so my point is.. anything that is fairly obscure today is an internet purchase.. there were certain things i could buy in the 90s at stores that i can't buy at stores anymore.. i have to get them from the internet like take video games for example.. it used to be like if you wanted a game from 3 yrs ago, you'd go to the store and buy it.. but today.. if you want a game from 3 yrs ago.. that game probably isn't there so basically i guess i'm saying i have to get with the times and stop going out to buy items because most of the time they just aren't there.. it happens to me so much that its almost comical the internet pushes things into a further sort of obscurity but it also allows for more specialized purchases and choices to happen if i want a t-shirt that says "i love to fart" on the front, i won't find that at any store but if i type it on the internet i'll have that shirt available so for me.. the days of going out looking for things are over.. it has gotten to the point where its just not worth it anymore.. its better to just pay that shipping fee and save my time and gas money.. and spare myself the headache i don't think i ever did my song of the yr entry for 2013 my song of the yr was "sex at the loft" by thomas newman one day i saw my itunes play thing and BY FAR sex at the loft was the most played.. it was like over 600 listens.. but this was a long time ago.. i've listened to it way more times since then 2013 was a weak year for music for me.. i didn't really have many things slap me in the face with greatness thomas newman was probably the main artist i listened to in 2013 2013 was also a year where rap kinda died for me personally.. every year i generally like SOME sort of rap but in 2013 i really didn't get into any rap really at all.. i saw my younger cousin in november and he was asking me if i would listen to his album (hypothetically) and i told him i don't even listen to rap anymore.. its weird because i still actually RAP, i just really don't listen to it anymore i might pick it back up one day but i just don't care for it lately one new band i recently (like TODAY recently) got into was "wild nothing" here's one of their videos.. check it out this song is absolutely incredible its by daiki kasho and jon underdown.. its called al1v3 (that's the real spelling) i need to just get this off my chest (again)
i'm tired of the way people are using technology to micromanage humanity i hate facebook for so many reasons its hard for me to type it all.. mainly you can't say something without 300 people reading it so it teaches everyone to think, live, and act inside of a politically correct box.. what about if doing what's right is the same as doing what is politically incorrect? if a child grows up in the social norm box of facebook and social media do you think they will ever deviate from it? i LOVED youtube but they keep changing it and making it worse and worse like every month.. forcing people to have google plus, then having google be basically a search that is logging all of your information no matter what you do at any point.. so say you look up a mattress online then every ad on your email and youtube and everything will be geared toward mattresses.. they have too much information its just not right.. also they keep adding more and more rules and they are always taking down videos that are filed under fair use i hate windows 8 because its f*cking nonsense.. like i have had a laptop with it for a few months now and i still don't understand the point of the changes.. like what is the point of that 'app page' thing? i never use it.. like i seriously just don't get it.. why is it being forced on me? i can't even find normal things like shut down or restart but i have easy access to all this stupid CRAP.. and why the f*ck didn't it come with microsoft word or power point or anything, but it certainly came packaged with this dumbass norton anti-virus software that i don't need.. and it asks me if i want to "renew" it EVERY MOTHER F*CKING DAY i hate google because they are constantly taking information from us at every moment and using it for things we don't really realize.. no one wants google plus.. i got off facebook because i hate social media.. i don't have a twitter, so NO I DONT WANT GOOGLE PLUS... i am tired of every single time i go on my own email or something, i am looking at people i know and somewhere it'll say "do you want to add this person?" or "do you want to search for more friends?" or "you may know these people" ...I DONT GIVE A F*CK!!!!!! if i want to read an email, that's all i care about, i don't want this stupid f*cking machine knowing every single connection i have ever made in my life.. i am tired of seeing people i don't want to see every day.. if i don't want to 'add' someone don't ask me that over and over 10,000 times.. i don't give a f*ck about the news either! if i go to bing or email or something.. i just want to do a search or check my email.. I DONT GIVE A SH*T ABOUT WHAT LADY GAGA WORE SOMEWHERE OR HOW SOME F*CKING HOMOSEXUAL IS COMPLAINING ABOUT EMINEM'S LYRICS OR WHATEVER THE F*CK YOU ARE TRYING TO FORCE ME TO HEAR!!! F*CK YOU!!!!!!!!! i just finished this game like 10 minutes ago. ok (takes a breath) this game is absolutely 10,000% PHENOMENAL BRAVO.. i mean.. i am astonished at how incredible this game is.. i loved every single second of it.. i paid full price for this game.. $60 and it was worth every single penny and then some the game is a bonafied instant classic, before you even beat it.. within like the first hour you'll find yourself dumbfounded and at a loss for words.... its hard to explain how completely and utterly flawless it is.. and you'll be thinking.. "can this really be this good?" 17 hours later you will find that the answer is a resounding YES with flying colors the sound effects, the set designs, the physical acting, the cast, the voice acting, the script, the graphics, the music..EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THIS GAME IS JUST PERFECT I RECOMMEND THIS GAME TO EVERYONE SMH.... a lot went into this masterpiece... just look at the script for the game i think i'm going to say it.
ONE OF THE GREATEST GAMES OF ALL TIME. 2013 was definitely the worst year yet for the website
the reason for that was because my life just basically went haywire when i say haywire i mean i lost any real sense of self or normalcy what do you say when you don't know who you are anymore? everything started to feel like i was forcing it.. it still feels that way honestly anyway i want to talk about how irritated i am right now i just got a haircut and my beard which i have been growing out for a long time is now gone.. the guy i normally go to wasn't there so i went to someone else and i guess he thought "edge me up" meant "f*ck me up".. this has put me in a sour mood so without further ado... i am tired of not having any nice clothes.. tired of the illuminati being in everything whether it be music or video games or movies.. i'm tired of people being in my business.. tired of google plus and youtube constantly prying more and more into everything we all do.. tired of all news being bad news.. tired of knowing the world is on a downward spiral.. tired of tv mocking Jesus every 5 seconds.. tired of tv being 60% about gay people.. tired of not having anyone to share my life with.. tired of temporary jobs.. tired of having debt.. tired of my website and music and pretty much all of my talents never helping to pad my pockets.. tired of having to resort to jobs i care nothing about to make money.. tired of going to stores only to find they don't have what i want ..i went to the store yesterday to buy mouthwash and you would have thought it was national mouthwash day because they didn't even have one of the ones i wanted left.. i look at things like that and i wonder about my "luck" or lack thereof.. i am tired of going places and they are closed or something.. tired of not having a decent audio system in my car.. tired of music in general being so dirty.. tired of women i like not paying me any attention.. tired of women i don't like paying me a lot of attention.. whatever man.. like i want something to go right man.. like seriously can something just be a source of happiness for me? like why can't i achieve something that would be good? why do i feel like i just wake up to experience a new set of problems, issues, and insurmountable odds? no one i know has any money.. everyone is suffering what are we supposed to even do in life to attain any sort of freedom or blessing? u just work and work and work and you look up and you're still in the same place you were 5 years ago |
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December 2014
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