before i start let me remind you this is not a blog, a while back i explained that i felt this site changed from a blog site to an 'open diary'.. its still an open diary.
with that said.. chill as i randomly talk about what's going on in my life i feel that i have jinxed a few things in my life by talking about them openly.. i will try to stop doing that ... BUUUUT probably not right now. with THAT said.. i really like this girl at my job named crystal.. she is gorgeous, i love her voice, her height, shape, she believes in God, she is laid back.. i am thoroughly impressed i have a history of basically falling all over myself when talking to women so i'm trying to just talk to her little by little.. this is the first time in my life where i've tried to just be subtle and slick.. it is very odd.. i am trying to plot and plan each interaction but who knows where that will lead i already feel that word might get around that i like her, so i don't know what will happen.. i am just going to approach this the bible way which is faith and works +++++++++ there's a cool guy at my job named tyrell.. we give certain girls at my job nicknames so that we can talk about them without other people knowing who we're talking about we nicknamed one girl five-head because her forehead is so big its a five-head tyrell likes five-head anyway i wrote a rap diss to him tonight.. here's what i wrote you're a tall midget, in other words a stepping stone/ i'ma smash five-head then i'm headin home/ you wack as f*ck and that's why i've had enough/ so wrap it up and pack your stuff so you can catch the bus/ five-head turnin tricks while i make it rain/ tyrell in the scope while i'm takin aim/ LOL +++++++++ lately i've been thinking about God a lot i keep thinking about what He expects of me i want to live up to everything i need to be but to be honest lately i just keep thinking i come up short i really want to get closer to God but today i was thinking about this segment i wrote in a song that seems to explain my thoughts on why its difficult to get close to God i said: "what is life when your time's disguised as just tasks?/ the complex design, no guy can unmask/" in other words, i was saying: how can you really ever understand life when you're always chasing money or an education or going grocery shopping, or whatever ? there's always some frivolous task to do that takes focus off of God.. and as a result we are left in the dark, we can't unmask the mysteries of life and how we are supposed to conduct ourselves i will just have to read my bible more.. you gotta start somewhere ++++++++++ today at work this girl wore a leopard print bra she started work at about a 5.5 then just by familiarity she went up to about a 6.5 that leopard print bra she wore today brought her to an 8. i legit went from like no interest to standing at attention in more ways than one.. wowzers ++++++++++ i met a girl on plenty of fish who is actually pretty cool .. her name is elise elise is different from other girls because she actually offers good conversation i never knew how boring women were until i really amped up my flirting i always thought it was me ruining things but now i see that some of these women just really aren't worth anything.. they attract you but when you talk to them there's nothing there.. elise on the other hand is a great conversationalist and she makes me feel wanted.. she doesn't have that whole take it or leave it attitude, she does nice things like send me pictures of herself, or today she took a pic of a rainbow and sent it to me.. i didn't care about it but the point is she thought about me enough to send it.. basically she doesn't make me feel like i'm bothering her ^women maybe take notes? +++++++++++ anyway that's all i have for now over n out
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