people ask what’s problematic
always feel like i can’t stop my habits life seems fake like its all a pageant voices in my head i can’t stop the racket and that’s why i’m not sleepin well but don’t spotlight me and my need for help honestly, i don’t even wanna see myself let me stay inside, i won’t leave my shell i feel pain or i’m numb, i’m stuck in a daze try to make progress- i’m runnin in place so why wake up when it’s just a big waste? and daylight feels like a punch in the face reach for success, to live high on the top whether i like it or not, when i try its a flop they think i’m alright but i’m not. and people don’t understand so i’m writin a lot.
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dlux
9/15/2013 01:18:40 pm
u are the kinda writer that alleviates isolation and saves lives. im serious. this is honest...and the kinda honest I don't want u to necessarily go thru but it gives me strength to know that on top of those feelings...im not the only one. this here...is raw and piercing. I could say a LOT about it but definitely wanted to acknowledge it asap.
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jaims
9/15/2013 07:22:14 pm
thanks.. i appreciate u saying u feel it..
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