doing album songs and songs for fun was one of the best ideas i ever got
when u do an album the process can be boring.. not BORING, but just very.. i don't know.. serious having an outlet to do things outside of the alotted course is madd fun i started freestyling in about 2008 and ever since then i've kinda had 2 sides.. a very fine-tooth comb side and a very free-flowing spur of the moment side i can blend the two .. like if u listen to the song i did called 'womenz' i blended them.. its very meaningful yet also very conversational but even tho i can blend them i like to separate them as well.. its kinda like having formal wear and street clothes u want to have both ++++++ angela said i'm beginning to sound like i don't like or trust women lol this made me think a bit... but i told her i love GOOD women.. i told her u have to acknowledge the fact that there are bad ones and good ones.. its not just one collective bunch of people i don't think i am a perfect male specimen myself so, i don't know.. its nothing personal if i rant on women whether on this site or in a conversation men and women just traditionally don't understand eachother i find that women oftentimes do the opposite of what makes sense.. at least from a male point of view but having a female's 2nd opinion can be truly helpful because they judge by a whole different set of criteria than men she said there are good and bad men too, which is true... so i guess we see eye to eye now ++++++ i think i would like to take my health more seriously and try to get muscular one reason for this is i have one of the best bodies for it i'm 5'7 but if u think about it.. guys my height look the coolest when they have muscles.. they have that stocky swag thing like look at ronnie from jersey shore.. he is the shortest on the show but he got the stocky swag.. he is about the same height as me i think.. probably like 5'8 ++++++ making songs is such a great thing.. its hard to explain.. its like a secret weapon .. u can hurt my feelings, u can leave me hanging and neglect me, u can throw me under the bus.. but i can take all that ammo, put it in a song and make it into a bouquet of flowers its like i have a life outside of life.. it helps me not need peoples validation u kno what i mean i value people but its good not to NEED them so desperately ++++++ anyway i'm out.. i just wanted to say a few random things holla back
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