mah man wit da pillows got teh rite ideaz !!!! !
i'm bout to dew dis saym theng except emotionally, ngga *lolz* catch up to me !!! here are some entries i want to dew in teh futurez:
** an entry where i diss myself ** an entry where i go over some of my lyrics fine tooth comb style ..i also may do a diff artist.. maybe i will take a request or whatever if anyone wants to submit a request i am open to review your lyrics ** an entry where i talk about some of my recent experiences with girls ** top 10 fave characters (cartoons, video games, comics) **FLAWLESS VICTORY** i want one! gimme gimme !!^
i feel like i should be on a street corner with a sign that says "wil werk foar womenz" i had 3 hours of sleep i haven't been able to drink any coffee no one but me came in to werk so ya boy is flyen solo holden down teh fort watchen dis chick play my fave sega genesis game dis is wat im dewen todayz
not awayk enuff to have anytheng to say get at cha boi !! oh yeah.. n last night i beat little big planet 2.. i noticed early on that the music was not even close to being as good as the first game, but it was a cool game nonetheless.. speaking of which.. elizabeth if ur reading this u should come get ur game! i gotta call u!! i generally feel like no one listens to me
no one cares about my input or perspective no one validates anything i say don't get me wrong, some people do of course but #1. i don't have support in the way that i desire it and #2. i may seriously have somewhat of a complex about being "shut-down" by people like i'm just the village idiot.. my theory is that this came from the home i grew up in and the dynamic however we aren't going to 'dr. phil' this ish right now this site is where i can say things and express without my thoughts being lost on people who diss me directly or indirectly i seek agreement a lot not blind agreement but FEEL ME.. even if i say something controversial, try to extract the spirit of what i am saying if i could meet a girl who could do this for me.. the site might get shut down LOL it would perhaps no longer be necessary but overall i'm just like.. SUPPORT me u feel me.. be there for me, help me feel more sane not LESS SANE that's what it is.. some people always make me feel less sane i hate it when people make me question myself and my thoughts or make me feel like my input is invalid validate me on some level u know? tell me i am doing something right.. appreciate me u kno wat i'm sayen? i seek this this is why this site continues to be updated at such a high rate cuz it is MY place where no one comes to steal my words before they finish coming out of my mouth does anyone out there feel me on this? if not.. its all goodz i can re-read this ish hollaz here's something i don't get
sometimes people make music and they say something against the bible or pro-satan then when u confront someone who listens to it they say "its just an act" or "its not serious" how is that? how can u dishonor God and then say "oh it wasn't serious, it was just entertainment" ?? like "i know he's wearing an upside down cross but its just fashion" NO YOU IDIOT, THAT PERSON IS DEMONIC how do people think life works? like why don't u get that u are fooling yourself? here's another example when a guy says he has sex with men but still says he's not gay.. he might say something like "its just a sex thing" like what is that? seriously this kind of stuff is madd stupid to me when i see people doing things like this i generally try to stay away from them they don't have good sense and i don't want their ways to rub off on me ok i just found something cool
this site called rapgenius.com it attempts to explain lyrics from rap artists.. by doing this it shows the true depth of a work let me give an example i ran across today ok so a rap song is generally three 16 bar verses or 48 bars in total not including the chorus i ran across a rap song and here is a 4 bar excerpt of how they have attempted to break it down (not posting the whole 48 bars cuz it would take too much space) I over-think, I think I said too much I stayed in bed too much, this sucks I over-drink, I shouldn't feel this sick There's a razor on my wrist, but I don't feel this sh*t 1st line was explained like this: "He reflects back on things and times of the past, reiterating situations perhaps a bit too much. He’s self-critical, this particular thought has him thinking he said too much" 2nd line was explained like this: "The inability to get out of bed can be an indication of depression. Some people drown out reality by sleeping. Too much sleep is just as unhealthy as too little. It can also leave you feeling groggy and often more depressed" 3rd line didn't have an explanation offered 4th line was explained like this: "He cuts himself so often to relieve the pain from his life that he doesn’t feel it anymore" now.. not only do u have these line by line explanations but some of them also even have pictures to further illustrate THIS IS SO DOPE #1. this website is AMAZING #2. i want to try and do this in the future for my own lyrics and some other lyrics i really like so look out for that in the future, cuz i might do your favorite song! 11 For the Lord spoke thus to me with his strong hand upon me, and warned me not to walk in the way of this people, saying: 12 "Do not call conspiracy all that this people calls conspiracy, and do not fear what they fear, nor be in dread.
13 But the Lord of hosts, him you shall honor as holy. Let him be your fear, and let him be your dread. 14 And he will become a sanctuary and a stone of offense and a rock of stumbling to both houses of Israel, a trap and a snare to the inhabitants of Jerusalem. 15 And many shall stumble on it. They shall fall and be broken; they shall be snared and taken." isaiah 8:11-15^ the world is goen bonkers but here God is saying don't fear men and don't fear the things in the world, fear only God and He will protect you and be your shield awsumz (i'd say that word was for me btw) mybodygallery.com
this website allows u to put in a height and weight and look at different women's bodies if ur like me and u think about women's bodies, it can be a good tool to try and estimate proportions, compare and contrast, or get examples of what a girl may look like- say if u haven't met her yet (internet dating or whatnot) like "oh so ur 5'2 and 150? ok cool" then go look it up on the site to see if u may like that or not |
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December 2012
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