wow today i've been extremely angry pretty much the entire day
i keep thinking i am red from that 70s show except instead of having someone like kitty to calm me and bring me back to normal- i'm alone and i just walk around trying to mask my frustrations so people aren't afraid of me sometimes i look at my life and i feel so upset about some things i have to try and keep everything in perspective and not allow perceived setbacks to undermine my blessings ++++++ i got this game called darkside chronicles and its a game where you shoot things on the screen.. its fun i got the gun for it and everything ++++++ i've been listening to dave matthews band a lot.. every time i listen to them i find myself amazed at their talent.. seriously they are like TOO good.. i am pretty much speechless at their work.. they are definitely dedicated to their craft ++++++ i wonder how much longer i'll be alone.. i really want a girl and i don't think i'm that bad of a guy.. i know i have flaws and stuff but i saw a guy on tv who was an ex-con with hiv and he got married.. am i somehow worse than an ex-con with hiv? come on man how do you get a girl? what do i have to do? seriously ++++++ i really like pretzel m&ms ++++++ i've been really busy lately.. but its good because i've noticed that lately when i'm not busy i tend to get depressed ++++++ i've noticed a lot of people in this world have very little love left to give.. i sometimes see how cold people can be and it is just weird to me.. but i think they are acting as a product of their circumstances.. they can change if they apply themselves but a lot of people pride themselves on how bitter/angry/cold/vindictive they can be ++++++ the deftones have a new album coming out on the 13th of november.. they're another band i really respect ++++++ recently i met a girl and we had a brief encounter where she mentioned to me that she had a 3yr old son.. so i saw her a few days later and i asked her how her son was doing.. it seemed like her eyes lit up a bit when i asked her that.. i think i just learned the value of remembering details and bringing them back into conversation.. i'd call this a rule of etiquette, charm, or something to file under gentlemanly conduct ++++++ oh.. one other rule of etiquette.. i've noticed a lot of people today think extremely high of themselves.. it is kinda off putting i sometimes go on dating sites and girls describe themselves like this: "i'm highly intelligent, vivacious, beautiful, hilarious, a great friend, and tons of fun to be around" i have a hard time with things like this because there is no humility involved.. if you are perfect then why are you single? how about saying things like "i TRY to be a good friend" or how about allowing me to just look at your pictures instead of typing out "i'm gorgeous" to me, etiquette would say try to exude some sort of humility what do you think? agree? disagree? i feel like.. overall some credits/accolades should not be taken, they should be granted i think its fine to believe you're a great person and i think its great to say it to yourself, but to outright praise yourself publicly is a bit much i'd even appreciate an "if i do say so myself" here and there but instead people today are so arrogant they just proclaim their own perceived greatness outside on rooftops for the world to see and hear... and they don't pepper their speech with any modesty to me- having some humility is just proper etiquette btw: this applies to men and women.. all apologies to anyone who feels like i'm unnecessarily targeting females btw pt. 2: i know some people feel like this is just mere confidence and not arrogance.. so if you think i'm wrong here then leave a comment i would like to hear your take on it
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