i had my last counseling session today.. i had counseling for a month and it really helped me out
at first i thought i was only going to go once but people were telling me to keep going til it was finished and so i did the counselor really helped me to see what my issues were and helped me to see the places where i was going wrong in my thinking and attitudes and actions.. i had some stuff that was pent up also and it got brought out into the light since the counseling sessions i've noticed a lot of my anger has subsided, and not only that but i've gotten some of my will/drive/confidence back (index to da sky) a big part of me didn't want to do it but man it was really worth it.. not only just for what it did right now but also for what it showed me in general which is "asking for help isn't a bad thing" i was seriously going nuts this year and no one seemed to feel where i was coming from so the counseling was dope i would recommend trying it out if u have a sort of inner crisis going on in ur life chances are if u are a part of a university or a big corporation u have access to free counseling ++++++ i've been seeing a lot of pretty girls lately.. a LOT smh.. it takes very little to turn me on.. i'm always admiring women for their different attributes but i rarely ever talk to them or take them seriously at the end of the day beauty is common.. what's uncommon is a person who will approach you correctly and be real and who will respect you and treat you with care women remain as mere eye candy to me.. nothing more i've come to the conclusion that if i NEVER get a girlfriend or a wife then i'm cool with that.. i think this is for two reasons 1. its better to be alone than with someone who brings strife (a lot of girls are candy-coated razor blades) 2. at the end of the day when u are taken out of this world what will matter is where your soul goes.. not whether or not you had a wife and a house with a puppy and two kids there are things that seem fulfilling in life but imo it would be unwise to try to force anything before its time, or compare ur life to someone else's .. just do the best u can with what u have and understand our steps are ordered.. we can plot and plan all day but time and chance affect everyone ++++++ dnt have much else to say right now peeps.. so stay bonkers
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