i think im gnna take a short break from the site
around 2 weeks or so
i am kinda burnt out, so i'm gnna not pay it any attention for a few days
hit me up
why did my roommate get a kitten just to leave it in his room for the entire day?
this dude literally never comes home!
the cat just cries all day!
one of my roommates has a kitten
this kitten spends a lot of time crying
what is my roommate doing to this kitten
i am confused about my roommate
he got a letter from the apartment building and we left it on the kitchen table.. then we put it in his door.. he still hasn't read it even though he has seen it he never reads it
and how does he sleep through this kitten's crying?
i got my grades.. i'm quite pleased
what i'm most happy about is passing sociological theory which is supposedly the hardest sociology class
i hated that class so much smh
one more sociology class and i can say goodbye to this minor forever!
man the thought of being done with this crap is like... invigorating lolz
oh yeah.. i never said this but i paid a visit to the registrar and she ended up reworking my transcript a bit to give me more credits <--awsumz
i'm currently watching a 90s documentary on youtube about black tar heroine addicts
a guy on here just said he doesn't like to rob people so he prostitutes himself for money
he said "i've been raped 4 times while prostituting"
i don't understand how u are "raped" when u have already agreed to sell your body
what does he mean? does he mean they refuse to pay?
i don't really understand
maybe he meant he was willing to do one thing but instead they 'took' another thing.. and maybe that 'other thing' hurt
wow this is getting really gross really fast lol.. well i just didn't understand what he meant
i mean if u've already made it up in your mind that ur gnna have sex then what exactly constitutes as rape?
is it a mere shift of 'upperhand' or 'power' ? -like instead of u calling the shots now the other person is ?
maybe so, but still at the end of the day u showed up for sex and got sex
i don't know its weird to me.. but i guess in that world it makes more sense
what is the best video chat thing?
what i find is that people always seem to have one that i don't have
if u have ichat then someone has skype
if u have skype then someone is on tinychat
if ur on tinychat then ur friends are on oovoo
if u have oovoo then ur friends are on ustream
i prefer for people to just stick with ichat/aim
in a minute what i'm going to do is just get every service or just say forget it and not get any...
yeah.. just forget it
i did a song yesterday and a song today.. the one i did yesterday i'm not letting out yet
but peep this one if u want
whats up im at werk rite nowz
i feel like i haven't had anything important to say for a while.. sorry about that but i am just in a time where i am trying not to be really deep about things... keyword trying
but yeah on a diff note, i've been seeing some bonkers things lately.. a girl who has been seeing a married man asked me for my insight on her situation.. i told her she deserves better than to be used by someone like that
then this other girl on facebook called her kids dad "sperm donor" and said he hasn't seen the kids in about a year.. i thought about that for a bit.. its sad
she is doing well though as far as i can tell.. i think she is a good woman today.. i see that a lot these days.. women who have the wrong priorities for a while, then they have kids and they become ultra-mature and a lot wiser
the men on the other hand.. we don't seem to really change after having kids the same way women do.. as men, our sense of accountability in large part comes from the women in our lives.. so if we are not committed to them then it seems we don't mature/grow the way we should
i met a girl recently named kristen who i actually liked a lot but she seems to have no gauge of like what is proper to talk about and what's not..
i don't want to know about how much u like d*cks and types of d*cks u like
how can u possibly attract someone who wants anything more than sex when that is what u focus on soon after meeting someone?
i wish i could meet a girl who wasn't such a sex fiend.. it is royally annoying to me
i want to have a conversation and all they do is yap about their past sex life and what they like sexually which i think is madd improper and disrespectful
it is unfortunate because like i said i like kristen.. to me she is cute, honest, down to earth, sensitive, and fun.. i also like the fact that she is short.. i think its cute lol
but i just can't sit and listen to some of the st.... u know i just feel like some people have no home training
like what guy wants to marry this type of girl?
this is why women find themselves having sex without commitment ALL THE TIME
they don't exhibit any class or standards
u don't meet a guy and start talking about d*cks.. like wow she makes me feel like a piece of meat.. how's that for a role-reversal
everything is cheapened.. and i am appalled and saddened that i even have to explain this.. but like i said i seriously like kristen and i would be willing to be patient with her if she would try to meet me halfway on things like this
i was talking to another girl for an extremely short period of time recently.. i don't even remember her name
here's what she did to turn me off.. first off asking me my "sign" .. look that astrology crap is garbage.. stop trying to sum me up from some stupid ass magazine articles.. GET TO KNOW ME
and God mocks astrology in the bible.. i have no respect for it.. it is an occult/pagan practice
btw this is not to be confused with astronomy.. astrology is like related to tarot and divination/ouija.. u get into spirit-guides and all this trash.. astronomy is scientific, astrology is more dealing with spirits
the other thing she did was she asked me things that i felt were like interview questions as opposed to just getting to know me
like "are your teeth straight?"
"what kind of car do u drive?"
she even asked me something i was offended by: "are you gay?"
i put on my profile that i have Christian beliefs, and that i'm looking for a woman, and nothing about me appears "gay" so why would u ask me something like that.. like i always thought men were the ones in society who lack tact but i am seeing this is not always the case
i mean imagine me
"how big are your titties?"
"are u a lesbo?"
"how much money do u make?"
like come on.. u can ask these things but at least try to ease into them with time and tact.. don't just come out asking me this stuff like u have some kind of checklist.. lets have a real conversation and grow together
yo seriously.. mental stress... WOW
last night i literally sat in my bedroom.. i was very still.. deep in thought for hours
the thoughts come at me in a way to where its like debilitating
music sometimes seems my only refuge
its like sometimes everything becomes a jumble.. i sometimes think this is where a woman would come in handy.. to help balance out my psychosis.. be someone i can lean on when i get in that state of weirdness.. even if she only serves as a mere diversion .. save me from myself
speaking of this.. i think i am beginning to recognize where thoughts come from
i think i am beginning to understand and differentiate their origin
like the other day i prayed for something and got an 'answer' immediately after asking
the thought told me to do something to solve my problem.. and i was like.. hmm.. i think that was God.. i have never understood God's "voice" until recently it seems like i am beginning to understand it
in my personal experience God is mostly comforting.. He also gives direction and useful instructions
i am also beginning to distinguish thoughts/"voices" from the enemy
like for example i will have thoughts that say "u are worthless" "no one cares about u" "nothing you do matters"
but what i've been noticing is these thoughts generally come as a response to me trying to live right in thought and deed and also they are a seemingly direct response to me being a prayer warrior for myself and others
as a result, this is also making me understand that my prayers are really helping people and they're not just going into the atmosphere and disappearing
i'm only saying this so that u know if u are trying to live right u might be under attack but don't sweat it.. recognize it for what it is.. a feeble attempt to stop your prayer life and faith walk
u all stay bonkers.. get at me anytime
i will be getting another phone and service soon so i will not be missing calls anymore
speaking of purchases i also need some new video games ya feel me
but holla bac
this was a direct copy and paste.. i ran across it on the internet by chance...
"Presidential candidate Rick Perry issued a challenge to educators to make a Bachelor’s degree that costs $10,000 (books included). He sees no reason why college costs can’t be lowered to $2500 per year."
in the article he even had what seemed to be a very sensible plan mapped out for this.. wow!
as of right now i'm voting for this guy.. and i don't even care about politics