im still learning about hell.. the best resource is spiritlessons.com
learning about hell is a great thing, as scary as it sounds its like.. sometimes it takes a harsh reality to get u back in line.. if u never expose yourself to the reality then u are probably living in a fantasy.. "hell isn't real" <--- a statement like that is a fantasy
i'm really tired of talking about the people in sociology.. however the other day i noticed a guy in the class (the one who had upside down "hail satan" on his hand) had "666" tattooed on his leg
he also stated in class that "religious people are too mentally limited to understand evolution" and he also said the Bible is a myth
at this point none of this should surprise me, but what i don't get is if its a myth then why is he supporting satanic beliefs and tattoos and imagery.. how can u state that its all fake but then at the same time worship satan?
a lot of people who are satanists have conflicting beliefs.. like they will say satan is fake but then at the same time they will turn around and make some sort of deal with him or wear devil horns or have hostility toward Christians
they just have a lot of contradicting beliefs.. like for example one satanist claimed there is no afterlife.. but then when asked what will happen when he dies in an interview, he said he was going to "reign in hell with satan"
so.. anyway i'm really tired of talking about these sociology people, but here's another thing that happened
i was in there and i saw a guy writing lyrics.. i normally like music people so i went up to him and i was like "hey man u write songs?"
he's like yeah.. and so we chop it up for a bit, then i'm like "what's ur band called?" ...he said "crooked cross, and hey i'll bring some so you can listen to it next class"
i was so shocked by his band name... like these sociology people are just depraved, like he's making a mockery of Jesus's sacrifice to save us.. its totally satanic like, what has Jesus done to him? i was disgusted.. i just wanted to leave the class and never come back
but this is how it is i guess.. me in a class surrounded by depraved people who hate God and love satan, hate what is good and pure and love what is vile and dirty
again, i hate talking about this stuff but i want to get it off my chest
the teacher was talking about women in other countries getting their vaginas mutilated for religious reasons.. she had the audacity to ask us if we wanted to see a video on it
she said they're graphic videos of little girls being held down and (u fill in the rest)
so i spoke up which is rare for me.. "NO i definitely don't want to see that it sounds morbid"
then some girl raises her hand to counter my request she gave this long statement about "i think u need to see it, its important to see these things to really get a feel for them blah blah blah blah blah"
she was trying to sound smart like how a lot of college kids do.. it really made me upset and is a big reason why i rarely if ever talk in class, because i don't want my opinion to be up for debate.. like don't waste ur breath
"wow u used so many big words that i'm now convinced i want to see the video of little girls having their clits ripped out with jagged knives.. thank you for your insightful counter of my foolish opinion"
.. she was looking specifically at me while she spoke so as to make it clear that she wasn't making general statements, she was specifically countering my request
i just really like.. don't like being around these people.. they disgust me.. but at the end of the day if i'm submitted to God i know i have to love them
it is what it is and i don't want to complain but.. my frustration level is just very high in things like this
i don't like college (but i want to graduate)
i don't like pretentious yet incredibly ignorant college students (but they are in my classes)
i don't like sociology (but i already have credits in it so i made it my minor so i can get out of here asap)
and i don't like being in a room full of people who hate God (which sociology is full of)
i'm gnna try to stop talking about this stuff because its so negative but i wanted to get this off my chest
thanks for listening.