here's another girl who stood out to me i remember i tried to talk to her back in 2010 when i saw her on a dating site but no one ever talks to me when i contact them and she was no different i saw this particular pic recently tho on facebook because her and i have 2 mutual friends this girl is really pretty to me, i don't understand why she was ever even on a dating site sometimes when i see a girl who is really pretty who can't find a guy i think she must be crazy or something.. ionoz
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here's another girl i randomly saw on facebook.. i'm not so much into tattoos however i dig this chick's look i think her look is self actualized.. meaning she is at her best
everything is coordinating and contrasting to create a very attractive package her profile said she is a tattoo artist.. artists have a great eye.. hairdressers, people who do music, people who do graphic design, people who do interior design.. i personally feel like all art is related a bit anyway .. stay bonk my nephew ty the other day said "uncle bonkers, ur a winner"
wow thanks ty.. i feel really low sometimes so it meant a lot.. i don't know what it is with kids.. i have a theory that God speaks through them sometimes cuz kids don't really know what they're saying but at some moments they say something that is absolutely perfect i'm not back from my break yet but i wanted to come through and say how i've been doing for anyone who may show up
my life has taken a few odd turns, i'm hoping to keep everything in line.. i understand it is possible to lose everything u have pretty easily so i try to appreciate the things i have even tho it can be difficult at times someone stole my mp3 player but i recently found an extra (unused) iphone at my parents house.. awsumz my friend elizabeth started her own blog which is pretty cool imo cuz right when i began taking this break then she started her page so i kinda feel like hey cool i can just chill and be a reader for a while i honestly feel really detached from life.. what do u think of that? i am like very apathetic about life.. it really is terrible.. i somewhat feel like an island or like i am without guidance or something.. perhaps i need some new goals or something.. or perhaps this is one of the side effects of being single can i just also say that i'd put ned's declassified up against any other show? man that ish is so funny for real it'll be a while before i come back.. perhaps 2 weeks or so i might do one more update prior to coming back iono peaCe who is making this crap?^ ok here are the implications of these situations: "you're good enough to be friends with and have sex with but not good enough to commit to" "i want all the benefits of you with none of the responsibilities" "you'll do until someone better comes along" i have a lot to say about this however i'm just going to plant the seed and move on because this is a layered sort of problem and it could be a blog in itself i just think things like this erode whatever is left of our country's moral fiber ++++++ did anyone know fantasia aborted a kid she was having with that married man last yr? i didn't know this until like 2 days ago. http://www.hiphoprx.com/2010/11/26/fantasia-admits-to-abortion-during-suicide-attempt-at-lovers-divorce-trial-photos/ if you copy and paste that link u can find an audio excerpt of her reluctantly admitting to the abortion in court.. there's also a written transcript of it.. i guess court is the only place/time where she admitted this now her attempted suicide makes so much more sense u know.. this kinda brings me to a point.. a lot of times satan will show us something we really want in order to screw us over.. sometimes we have to say no before we get ourselves in trouble here are a few examples of traps: u meet the perfect person but ur christian and they're not u meet the perfect person but they are married u can make a lot of money but it hurts people and/or it can send you to jail try to watch out for the traps.. try to take the high road and avoid allowing something you want to ruin your life, because if you look in the Bible one thing you notice is the second is always better.. its as if satan always puts a counterfeit out to tempt you adam - Jesus esau - jacob saul - david u can continually go down the list.. if u get something and its not meeting the correct standards, throw it back and patiently wait for the next one.. don't try to hold onto that first one i feel like fantasia has been chasing the counterfeit that was sent to her.. when its all said and done, even if they hook back up.. do u think their relationship will even work? media scrutiny his messy divorce her abortion public perception of the infidelity whatever, what do i know? i'm just a guy on the internet ++++++ i was watching a show on tv where they help people to dress nice or something and there was a girl on there who was really booksmart.. she was a scientist and she was working on her doctorate or something like that, but she had ZERO fashion sense and limited social skills i was watching this and i felt like i was watching the opposite of myself in some ways.. cuz it was like her creative side was severely limited but she was good with numbers and scientific studies.. whereas i tend to really dislike school but my creative side is bonkers this just made me think about how God made each of us with specific talents and gifts and also with specific drawbacks.. no wonder opposites attract and that last point actually brings me back to marriage.. if opposites attract and my strength is your weakness and my weakness is your strength then there is actually a lot of safety and security and power in marriage because what u have is two people who complete eachother, there is nothing lacking anymore this is never displayed on tv anymore.. instead its all "marriage is dumb and boring and useless" ..the people who run the networks hate the family unit this is why they portray it in such a negative light, but i'm not even going to go into all that right now ++++++ sometimes i am amazed at how much dumber older people are than younger people i have noticed this from watching things like court shows.. i have noticed like say if one family sues another one, then the kids will understand everything however they will still shake hands at the end while the parents remain unforgiving about everything also i have noticed kids in general are far more honest than adults in pretty much any given situation i was on fml.com and i ran across another example of this whole "kids are smarter than adults" phenomenon can you believe this? i am blown away by her mom's immaturity.. it is crazy on many different levels this asian kid is likely somewhere around 20 to 25 yrs younger than the mom.. i'm 26 so that would be like me being racist toward a BABY by doing this she is trying to shape her daughter to form a negative opinion of people who are of a different race.. there is also a sense of pride/elitism here.. "i don't even have to call this person by their name, instead a silly phonetic slur will do just as well" to be a negative racist ass-clown is one thing, but to PROJECT those negative feelings onto someone else is a totally diff thing because it is an attempt to pass down the worst parts of who u are to the next generation the asian kid hasn't done anything to warrant this sort of disrespect.. as a matter of fact, the kid (being named kevin) probably doesn't even have any cultural differences from anyone else around where they live racism is just something i hate, even from black people.. if ur racist then alt-f4 right now and format your hard-drive immediately ++++++ so i tried to do a recap of the first six months of 2011 then i realized this has been one of the worst times of my life to describe the first six months of 2011 i'd say everything felt like a chore nothing seemed fun, or interesting, or new, or invigorating everything was just boring, mundane, routine, old, and whatever other lame words u can come up with Lord please help me to have a way better second 6 months! ++++++ i got the idea to double brew my coffee lately and i was surprised it actually worked! it tastes a lot better i am thinking now about QUADRUPLE BREWING!!!! LETS GO!!!!!!! i want to make coffee so strong that ur head explodes after one sip ++++++ i find it a tad arrogant for rich people with everything good at their fingertips to say to the poor people "its your fault u don't have anything" "poor people don't have anything because they don't work hard" what about all the opportunities u have that poor people don't? i guess none of that tips the playing field at all huh? like for example will smith's kids probably work hard, however they are afforded many connections, opportunities, advice, schooling, agencies, auditions, etc. etc. that 99.99999% of other kids don't have access to because their dad isn't will smith i do believe in personal responsibility but blaming the poor for being poor is to ignore many of the problems and struggles they face what is hard work if its never met with a positive opportunity? do u think people LIKE selling crack and holding it in between their butt-cheeks on the street corner? ++++++ have u noticed some people have no lips? this is something i have been paying a lot more attention to lately.. that chick "marsha" or whatever from the brady bunch has no lips.. especially no top lip.. she looks like she's always doing a fire marshall bill impression lol "LET ME SHOW YOU SOMETHING!" LOL ++++++ i was watching one of those "how i escaped from prison" shows and the guy on there explained how he needed a key to open a specific door he saw that the cop had a key ring on his side and the last key the cop used was always the foremost one on the key ring so the guy decided to get a styrofoam cup, and find a way to get close to the police man to press the cup onto the key to get a key impression.. the key impression would then be taken to one of those guys in the prison who makes keys long story short the dude ended up busting out of maximum security i thought to myself.. what if we thought like that guy in our everyday lives? he thought and thought until a plan formulated, he followed the plan and succeeded he had very limited resources but his mind overcame the obstacles.. just think of what ideas we'd come up with if we devoted more time to planning like that guy in prison.. we'd probably be unstoppable! ++++++ i have noticed a lot of atheist people or people who don't want to believe in biblical teachings still seem to believe in it.. like i saw this on youtube when i was looking up a christian teaching ^this comment is very dumb to me
on one hand she poses like she knows so much that is of the same value as Christianity, but then again she is looking at Christian videos and asking Christian people what will happen to her when she dies does anyone else see the absurdity of this? everytime i go to a Christian video there are so many atheists there, but if you don't believe in it why are you concerned with it? and if you don't believe in it why would you ask me to tell you what will happen to you when you die? imo it is indicative that they know deep down that the God of the Bible is real but they don't want to admit it for u to be searching outside of your circle means u don't believe you've come to the truth yet.. or you believe something yet don't know WHY you believe it.. or whatever the case is- there is a confusion there.. i don't have that problem cuz I DONT GIVE A CRAP what atheists, buddhists, pagans, and hindus have to say to and/or about me like i would never go to a hinduism video and say "tell me the truth about me" which is essentially what this woman is doing at Christian videos ++++++ anyway.. these were just my current thoughts u all stay bonkers and be blessed |
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