im sleepiez Posted by poolboyjames on October 22, 2010 at 12:57 PM comments (0)i am so tired.. lol u should see how im typin right now.. my head is on the desk and i'm just typing with my eyes closed n ish
school today has been boring but its all goodz (peels head off desk) i have been noticing another girl i like in my literature class however i have a feeling she is just going to reject me like the last 10,000 girls i've come across her walk is MEAN smh but.. i don't really see a point in talking to her lol i pretty much only think about females all day everyday.. the way they look, smell, their bodies.. i sometimes wish i could just indulge and have one weekend where i just have a bunch of women so then at least i could be like.. "i'm satisfied in this area of my life for once!!!!" i think so much about women that it is... hmm i honestly don't even know how to put it into words however, at the end of the day i'm much happier having a clear conscience than i would be having a lot of lustful activities i enjoy knowing that God isn't mad at me or disappointed with me.. i like being able to pray and not feel shame or guilt sometimes i go into situations feeling like a king from beginning to end simply because i know God is the father to those who keep His commandments and those who submit a clear conscience unto Him and present their bodies as a living sacrifice i find a lot of rest in humility and submission under God don't get me wrong i do wrestle with my flesh.. but this world is ridiculous.. they don't know their right hand from their left and when its all said and done (using foresight) the world has absolutely nothing to offer me.. seriously this world is disgusting.. all the things i deal with as a Christian are worth it to me.. with all humility i am speaking that from my heart lol i don't even know what my point is right now tho i'm tired i'm gnna tayk a nap peaCe
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