faith is the substance Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2010 at 4:32 AM comments (0)so i downloaded kindle for mac and got a book i've been wanting
good tymes ++++++++++++ today was a very bonkers day i was tired the entire day.. i couldn't seem to shake off my tiredness the last time this happened was when the floods came.. as a matter of fact i'm pretty sure if u look back in april/may u will see i wrote about how i was really tired for a while, then it rained like BONKERS i have learned whenever i'm inexplicably tired its about to rain ++++++++++++ i really want that nissan cube.. i love that thing i have noticed when i go online to marvel at it, a lot of people seem to think its ugly in my opinion, they don't get it i was watching a real estate show and the realtor showed some people an industrial loft.. they were like "why is the floor concrete?.. why are the pipes showing? .. this looks like a warehouse!" the realtor was like ok i see you don't get it, so lets check out another place that's how i feel about the car... that's also how i feel about music sometimes.. like if someone says i did a wack song i normally think they just don't get it.. not in an arrogant way.. sometimes peoples' advice is useful.. it depends on the person and their awareness ++++++++++++ i want to start taking more pictures of places, people, things ++++++++++++ i really want a woman in my life.. wow sometimes i think if someone shot me in the heart i'd be unaffected because there's nothing but a hole there i went to the mall today and saw so many beautiful women.. i don't approach them because i've given up on meeting women.. instead i try to tell God that i want a woman from His hand and not my own.. as a result i'm trying to take myself out of the equation more and give God room i realize that doing things God's way takes God's power.. this way, in the end u will know whatever u have came from God's hand and you will praise Him for His goodness like moses split the red sea through God's power abraham and sarah had a baby despite their old age because of God's power i realize there is pretty much no way i will get a good God-fearing woman without God's assistance.. i need God's power in this regard, and so i am just trying to put my trust in Him that He will take it upon Himself to give me a good woman because He knows i can't do this by myself i've said it before, i'll say it again: "a virtuous woman, who can find? she is worth far more than rubies." proverbs 31:10 "a prudent wife is from the Lord." proverbs 19:14 i know that what i need has to come from above ++++++++++ i have had a big desire to play killzone lately.. i am thinking about getting killzone 2 now... and then killzone 3 when its released in feb 2011 i seem to have lost something and gained something like all of a sudden i don't care to watch cheaters anymore but all of a sudden i want to play killzone and blast heads off i think it may have something to do with my desire to blow off steam, control my anxiety (video games help with that) and also detach myself from people and their stupidity i really hate dishonesty sometimes i watch cheaters or court shows and when people lie or act cowardly or deceitful it truly disgusts me.. i find that people and their stupidity at times can hinder my faith.. so i guess right now i'd much rather just go in a zone and play a video game +++++++++++ yall stay bonk peaCe + Luvs ...on rye
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