break it down Posted by poolboyjames on June 23, 2010 at 5:32 PM comments (0)i was thinking today about why i do certain negative things like procrastinate for example
well the answer i came up with was the fact that a lot of times i get huge ideas.. visions.. or i see everything at once like ideas hit me a lot of times really quickly like instead of a constant dripping, i get a huge bucket of water splashed over my dome (in the form of ideas) having so many ideas thrown at me at once tends to paralyze me because i see one huge problem as opposed to the steps it may take to dismantle the problem its like... ok say an issue or problem presents itself.. i automatically see that problem as a huge jumble of things i need to do to fix it.. when in reality its not as bad as it looks sometimes.. sometimes its just the fact that it is jumbled that makes it look intimidating its like being presented with a huge knot basically a knot itself represents frustration because of all the toggling, trial and error, and fiddling u will have to do to get it out if someone gives u a huge tangle of cords or a huge knot of string and tells u to undo it u will be like DAMN why do i gotta do this ish? LOL and that's how my mind gets.. its like i see things as a huge jumble and i have to try and break things down into smaller steps so that the task doesn't seem so dreadful or impossible so i'm just putting that out there.. that i will have to work on making things into small achievable steps as opposed to seeing them as huge mountains of frustration its just a place in my life where i know i need to improve peaCe
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