enemy nature Posted by poolboyjames on June 21, 2010 at 12:10 PM comments (0)
i just saw a clip from the devil's advocate on youtube.. the thing about it is it shows how satan mocks God and how he also gets us to think less of what God wants and more about our own desires this plainly shows the nature of how satan tempts and gets people.. basically through looking/seeming like an advocate of the people simply put: "I'M A HUMANIST" people talk like that all the time but that is the very nature of satanic religions.. "do what thou wilt" is a masonic saying nevermind what God says, because i am my own god is basically the belief of professed sadists many atheists or humanists don't even believe there is a satan.. however in my view, one of satan's best lies is the one that convinces people he doesn't even exist
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for the record Posted by poolboyjames on June 20, 2010 at 1:10 PM comments (0)had scheduled a date today with a girl i just met
she canceled on me not surprising AT ALL not exactly fun either i really hate females. where's chris brown when u need him ? good from bad Posted by poolboyjames on June 20, 2010 at 6:54 AM comments (0)i was thinking about blessings in disguise
ok i'm just gnna share one i had back when i was in like 8th grade ok back then i remember i was cool with most people but since i was black (the only black male there) some people hated on me so at the time every morning at school i used to go to the computer lab to play computer games.. however after a while some other guys started to come into the lab and say racist stuff to me everyday it used to really piss me off because they would come up to me and say fighting words but they'd never fight me.. like no one ever touched me they'd just come up in a group of guys, stand over me and talk sh*t they were all older than me and all taller than me and i was always outnumbered i stayed going to the lab but after a while something snapped and i just said.. u know what? i'm over it.. i decided it just wasn't worth it to go in the computer lab anymore and that day i remember i didn't feel any sense of ease about not going.. i really felt inside like wtf am i gnna do every morning now? .. so i started walking around trying to figure something out but then i noticed this guy i had seen before but who i never spoke to he was a friend of a friend.. but he was quiet so i never knew what he was like (btw the mutual friend we had, had recently moved away) he was walking fast so i caught up with him and i was like what's up man and i asked him a few questions while i walked with him he was weird lol.. like i remember he never looked at me he just kept walking really fast and i just kept up with him, and we were talking after a while i was like man wtf are u doing don't u see we've just gone in a circle like twice? like where are u going? he was like.. this is what i do every morning, i just walk aroundthe school like this kid was literally like powerwalking around the schooleveryday with no real aim or purpose.. like i got the feeling he wanted to talk to people but he may not have known what to say to people, so he just walked around through crowds of people everyday.. i don't know what his deal was, but i remember he had a really good vibe about himself he was just like the weird dude u like for no reason lol.. like after hanging with him for a while i noticed some people had nicknamed him smiley cuz he was always smiling for like no reason lol so from then on him and i were good friends.. him and i became cool right under everyone's nose and i ended up being the one to kinda open him up to everyone else.. i remember before me he was just a weird dude, that no one talked to... but after me.. u know like after i introduced him to my best friend (who was still in the computer lab enjoying not being black) and after i introduced him to the people we used to play basketball with and eat lunch with.. he became like a whole lot more cool, normal, and recognizable in the school i helped bring him from 'smiley' to being known by his actual name n ish LOL he became my best friend really quickly and i still talk to him (even tho he lives in michigan) to this day we did a lot together and had a lot of fun and it all goes back to that day i decided i didn't want to put up with the racist mob anymore lol so overall those racist people were like a blessing in disguise cuz they pushed me out of my comfort zone and something really cool happened because of it.. so sometimes its like we have to remember a negative situation may present itself to try and get u to a more positive one sometimes u kno? peaCe solo Posted by poolboyjames on June 20, 2010 at 10:04 PM comments (0)so i invited my sis to do a part on a song like 2 days ago
she's like "i'll be there tomorrow" because of her kids she couldn't make it so she came today.. but AGAIN, because of her kids she couldn't get away to do any vocals but what makes it worse is she never even (pick one) got a chance or asked to hear the beat i was counting on her but i guess she just can't do it all this time when i was working on getting my equipment together i was always saying i wanted to put her on a number of songs.. smh i guess she is just out of the game i want to do music and i wanted people and their input and support and assistance however i can't drag people on this journey with me u feel what i'm sayin? so i got 3 verses written out and recorded by myself and i will just have to get used to knowing that i can only rely on myself when it comes to this music thing from now on i'm not takin it like "she's too busy today" i'm takin it like "just forget about getting other people on ur project" real talk dnt kno if u guys will feel where i'm comin from but it is what it is the thoughts Posted by poolboyjames on June 19, 2010 at 1:53 AM comments (0)i've been thinking
my life is in a pretty odd place right now i was thinking about my dad he got married at 26, at 25 he started begging my mom to marry him lol and today here i am at 25 dealing with the same sort of desire like lately i feel more lonely i think... like my whole life i've always been cool but nowadays i see myself as wanting something more to latch onto.. one time i was talking to my friend and he said women in general are deathly afraid of loneliness.. like they experience it in ways we (men) don't and today at 25 i feel like maybe i am somewhat getting to understand that feeling and this isn't necessarily because of any girls from my past, its just. i get this feeling of like.. when is someone actually gonna stay with me? its like i'm a child and someone always gives me a dope-ass new toy and after a while they always find a reason to take it away from me like why can't i have and KEEP a girl u feel me? someone i can shower with compliments, i want to know someone thinks about me and i want to know someone i hold dear is in my corner.. i want to have that added motivation for when i do things in life like in the bible (i forgot their names n junk) u had this one dude who worked 14 years just so he could marry this woman he loved.. and i can totally relate to that.. like if i had someone in my life who was worth it i could do anything with a limitless energy and zeal but being by myself things tend to get old quickly.. i begin to question what the point is of things sometimes i guess overall in life right now i feel like i've come to a place where i'm searching for meaning and significance it makes sense too because i just finished obtaining a lot of things i wanted like my own apartment, i got back in school, i paid for my car, and i built a home music studio so u can see i have achieved a lot of outward things in recent time, and its like i guess i've been forced to look at the inner things i dnt kno man but either way, my goal is to deal with these issues as opposed to trying my best to ignore them constructive criticism Posted by poolboyjames on June 19, 2010 at 5:54 PM comments (0)i saw this on a forum today i just thought it was funny
it was on a forum about black men and white women and why that connection exists lol this is what a guy said: Nobody wants to be constantly reminded of how they don't need you because they're independent, or how you ain't shit because you don't drive a certain car or can't buy gucci or prada, or how you're corny because hold down a respectable job and don't have a criminal record. All black women ARE NOT like this but too many are, so instead of picking through the whole barrel of bruised apples to find a few good ones- the black man will eat oranges. (I'm a black man married to a black woman by the way) quite an honest statement i'd say and it goes back to something i said to someone on facebook once if someone criticizes u, u should accept it and analyze yourself as opposed to getting pissed off cuz here for example in this u have a black man speaking about his frustrations with black women.. but if he told a black woman about his frustrations what would most of them do? get on the defensive or get pissed off and attack his manhood but my point was that u should accept criticism cuz a lot of times its just basic honesty that u can grow from cuz here u see this guy obviously loves black women (as he is married to one), and he obviously has actually experienced these things.. so why would u try to negate his comments? its like if a black woman said "black men are lazy" then i would have to compare myself to that.. i wouldn't say she is an asshole for making that comment u feel me? that's my biggest pet-peeve when u try to tell someone about theirself and they just get mad at u for it.. its like ok are u perfect? if the answer is no then we've established there is room for improvement in SOME area of ur life and yes it goes for me too peaCe backwards knowledge Posted by poolboyjames on June 17, 2010 at 5:36 PM comments (0)
today i thought about what makes a girl a worthless btch i came up with a few things any girl can do to become worthless to men ok so check it out (in no particular order): 1. when he tells a joke, look at him like he said the dumbest thing in the world, don't laugh or smile.. just act genuinely disgusted and roll your eyes 2. give him the silent treatment.. when he asks u what's wrong or how he can change to make u feel better, just sit there 3. make snide, cutting remarks to him about things he can't change 4. bring up things from the past that he has already apologized for and continue to fault him for those things, make sure u don't appreciate anything he is trying to do right now.... just continue bringing up things he has done wrong.. especially if its over a year ago.. AND especially if he only did it one time.. minimize all his efforts and magnify all his faults and mistakes CONGRATULATIONS!!! if ur a chick who does these things to the man ur in a relationship with, u are well on your way to being a complete worthless btch in his eyes! he will not only lose all respect for u, he will also lose all interest in you.. he will actually pity you and ur phone will stop ringing. a little backwards knowledge aka 'game' for the listening females out there - holla - quick talk about cheaters Posted by poolboyjames on June 17, 2010 at 2:40 AM comments (0)there was a cheaters episode once that was all about people who had false suspicions lol
this one old lady found panties at her house, but instead of it being her husband cheating on her with someone; it turned out her grandson was being with his girlfriend in the house, and that's where the panties came from and they had another one where this guy was very paranoid that his girl was cheating on him but she wasn't at all.. on the footage they had of her she was just like reading books and getting coffee with her female friends lol but before the episode ended, they stopped interviewing the guy and started interviewing her.. she said one day she was looking through old emails or something and found out he hired cheaters to spy on her and so she ended up breaking up with him for it lol so basically that was a very unexpected episode that came on that day.. i never expected them to show one where all the suspicions were false one other thing about cheaters... i want to point out that one thing i love about it is when i see women who date assholes get cheated on it feels so good to me to see that because i'm thinking about all the good guys she passed up to be with that self-absorbed macho idiot i'm thinking about how she saw all the signs and ignored them, i'm thinking about how she chose some dude who has a bad temper, can't control himself, a guy who is a liar, a guy who thinks he knows everything so when it blows up in her face i don't feel bad cuz u look at the dude and you can tell she was only with him for superficial reasons.. its like she is just choosing a guy she can show off to her friends as opposed to a guy who has substance want an example of what i mean by superficial? ..ok, like he is in a band, or he is tall BIG FCKING WHOOP.. u really know how to pick em'.. so now u got a tall guy who is in a band who also happens to be an insatiable whore! AWSUM! i always feel like women who choose so terribly DESERVE TO BE CHEATED ON. city vs. city Posted by poolboyjames on June 17, 2010 at 3:07 AM comments (0)u know.. i am surprised i'm saying this but i miss clarksville
see.. here's the difference between clarksville and nashville clarksville has prettier, and more attractive women. see where i stay at in nashville, all the chicks are tall and skinny.. they look like the fcking avatar people i HATE tall skinny boring people but thats most of what i see out here.. a lot of.. i think u call them yuppies.. like people who have really nice normal lives, they fit into life perfectly, they dress conservatively and its almost like everyone has the same sense of style in clarksville tho, u find people who are rougher around the edges.. and don't get me wrong i don't fit in with them really anymore than i do with the yuppies, but the people who are rougher around the edges are generally more accepting and i like that aspect but the main thing is just the women the women in clarksville are like the real stereotype of southern women.. they all have voluptuous shapes, big booties (yes even the white ones), they are cute, sweet, honest, and open, and flexible about things.. so they're just overall a lot better to me than nashville chicks and here's what it really comes down to: do u want the cute 5'3 girl with the curves who presents herself with wet hair and sandals? or do u want the standoffish 6ft bean-pole with the stern look and sunglasses in a damn pants-suit? one thing girls may not understand about men sometimes is this.. when it comes to what we are attracted to.. cute is way more attractive than self-aware at any given moment clarksville all the way + z peaCe look around Posted by poolboyjames on June 16, 2010 at 4:14 PM comments (0)
i always find this interesting: 2 Timothy 3:1-7 1 But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come: 2 For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, 3 unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, 4 traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, 5 having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away! 6 For of this sort are those who creep into households and make captives of gullible women loaded down with sins, led away by various lusts, 7 always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. whenever i see this, certain things jump out at me namely: * lovers of themselves * proud * without self control maybe these 3 aspects pop out for me because i see them on cheaters 5 days a wk LOL as of right now, i do not understand the "having a form of Godliness but denying its power" part.. i will have to look deeper into it later at the end where it says some people are "always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth" that is also an interesting statement.. i don't know if i fully grasp it enough to give an example, but it has the gears in my head turning |
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