i suppose i am not perfect
i seem to have issues with socializing with people i wanna detail some of this: * i don't trust people - i think people have alterior motives sometimes and i avoid getting in the awkward situations they can possibly put u in essentially they're like car salesmen.. they smile in your face and talk a good game but u always end up gettin screwed somehow * some people are bad luck - i have this belief that u can tell some people things, but others u can't some people u can tell them u won the lottery and they will be like YO THATS DOPE, UR RICH AS F*CK!!!! and u just feel good and everything is cool but other people u tell them, and they jinx it.. they don't even have to be around or anything, they could be 700 miles away but if u tell them, they will jinx your good luck like u tell them u won the lottery and when u hang up the phone ur patting all over ur body like "WHERE THE F*CK IS MY TICKET!?" * people will flip on you - people can be nice one day and mean the next.. leaving you confused and hurt like u think ur cool with someone but then out of nowhere they just start talking behind your back or being condescending to you * people do, say, and think things i don't agree with - this is a big one for me.. if we have differing opinions on certain things then on some level it seems like we can't even be friends the Bible says, "two can't walk together unless they agree" and people talk about tolerance today which on some level is noble, but then again on some level its like.. I DONT WANT TO BE AROUND THAT.. and u draw a line in the sand.. like a member of peta can't really be friends with someone who hunts deer every season so there u have it this is all stuff i should probably work on or pray about so i can actually get close to people.. or something.
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JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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