i tend not to cry about much of anything in my life
like i don't even remember the last time i cried about something having to do with my life its easily been years (sidenote: i talk about not being able to cry on the love is elusive cd.. on rain and also on gray skies) but even tho i don't really cry about things in my life, i do cry about things i see on tv it could be something dumb like family matters, like if they have a moment where they have a talk and then hug eachother afterwards.. some of those moments will get me or like i remember when i saw the last episode of daria i cried just a bunch of stuff like if i'm watchin a show and someone achieves a goal i may shed a tear one thing that really got me was one day i was watching the show true-life on mtv this one was about alcoholics there was a girl with blonde hair on that episode who messed me up to no end.. i thought she was pretty, like a cute kind of pretty.. and she was so nice and bubbly on the outside.. but she was a serious alcoholic and i watched it for a while but it just really began to mess me up seeing her ruin her life, seeing her look so helpless and alone sitting on the corner of the street drinking alcohol and crying, even now its like one of the saddest things i could ever imagine its not like she was old or anything, she was like a girl u'd meet at a concert or something but she was a slave to the alcohol and that kinda broke my heart
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JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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