there's a girl i like who works at tjmaxx she is incredibly beautiful
i wanted to talk to her today but i didn't know what to say i kept standing around thinking about what i should say and it all sounded corny "umm, i like you..." NO "hello i would like to have your phone number" NO "u r really pretty to me i was just wondering.." NO i was really really stumped.. my cousin said there's no right or wrong way to talk to a girl, she said just talk to her normally like just be friendly and then ask to exchange numbers before u walk away that made way more sense than everything that popped in my head i guess the problem is, when i like a girl the feelings i have for her make me nervous and make me forget normal things its like i can talk to girls i'm not attracted to so easily with no pressure i guess the issue is, when i'm talking to a pretty girl i want her approval so she doesn't run away, so the whole time my mind is racing everywhere trying to keep everything together and perfect whereas the other girls i really don't care what they do so i'm real relaxed.. like when i'm around girls i'm not attracted to i will say something madd stupid that i don't even think they will laugh at and they will sit there and crack up.. but around girls i like i will think twice and be like wait james don't say that, that's only gonna be funny to you and she's gonna think ur corny etc. etc. this whole thing is something i hope to conquer soon ---------------- on a similar, but different note, i asked the 29 yr old girl out i was flirting with her a bunch then i was like so when r u gonna go out with me? she looked annoyed and she was like "never, ur too young" i was like do u even know how old i am? she was like "no, but i know how old i am" i was like ok i see how u do then and that was it.. i think she expected me to say something else but i felt like i ran out of options at that point ahh well.. i still like a few more girls so we'll keep it movin
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
December 2009
|