random Posted by poolboyjames on August 25, 2009 at 4:20 PM comments (0)ok so on dr phil today there was a guy who told his wife
"shut your suck-hole" LOL! --------------------------------------- one thing i have learned this year is i have a disdain for liars i understand lyring sometimes, its fear motivated.. i don't get mad at people for lying.. i just don't like people who continually lie, or people who lie and never own up to it, or people who just lie for no real reason at all ----------------------------------------- this has been on my mind a lot recently: "friendship with the world is enmity with God" -james 4:4 pool boy would much rather choose friendship with God the world is like one big club that changes its rules as it goes along the blind leading the blind people have all these new ideas and theories and ways of life all the time, but God doesn't change God's ways aren't exactly popular with the world but theypromote peace, love, self control.. u know.. good things for everyone involved ------------------------------------------ whenever i go check on my nephews or like, if they're doing something ridiculous, they always think i'm gonna beat them or scream at them LOL like i don't want one of my nephews in my room and he knows it, so i went in my room and he was in there and he looked at me like "oh boy, uncle bonkers is gonna rip me apart" LOL so he came out of my room by himself i didn't even have to say anything, i just locked my door and walked off he just stood there like ".......?........" and my other nephew was standing on a chair at a table putting nails in peaches.. (don't ask, lol) and it was the same sort of drill do they really think uncle bonkers is gonna go off? LOL ------------------------------------------ respect is commanded, not demanded further explanation? respect is gained through one's own conduct u can't buy respect, and u can't force a person to respect u by scaring them that's the funny thing about respect because it comes from others, however its more of a reflection of how you treat and think about yourself ------------------------------------------ i have a theory that honesty exudes itself for the most part and people who talk about how "real" they are, are eventually proven wrong the Bible says, let your yes be yes and your no be no meaning, just speak with integrity and for the most part people will accept your word but when u get into swearing and promising, and talking about how honest and real u are, then in a sense u are just setting yourself up to have all your words debunked like i said, i feel like honesty for the most part exudes itself, so just say what u say but when u begin to think and act as if your words are 100% synonymous with the truth and u always try to prove and/or emphasize that.. then ur most likely going to paint yourself into a corner
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u didn't kno Posted by poolboyjames on August 24, 2009 at 3:52 PM comments (0)i do recurring blogs
such as "lyne tyme" which is when i take a line from lyrics and post it or i do "random" which is when i just talk about things that are random well i want to start a new one the new one i want to start is called "u didn't kno" which will be things u did not know about pool beezie lets start the first one ok when i was a kid i was into basketball i was just a fan of it, and i used to play all the time i used to think about how dope it would be to be in the nba the team i used to like the most was the charlotte hornets the charlotte hornets is now the new orleans hornets.. so the team is still alive, but not as i knew them i was feelin them when it was mugsy bogues and larry johnson i remember back in elementary me and my best friend both had ill starter jackets.. he had the bulls, and i had the charlotte hornets we were both fairly light skinned also, so everyone thought we were brothers it was really cool it was interesting because the teams kinda represented us as people my friend was like the coolest kid of our grade whereas i was always cool but then i had a more corny side too.. like people used to ask me "why did i hang around white boys" and or "why i act so silly" .. in a sense it was like i was kid, and my friend was play so again, it made sense that he had the championship team, and i had more of the "fan-favorite" team he was always like better than me at basketball, and certain things but i normally edged him out on the less cool areas like grades so anyway what u didn't know about pool beezie was i was once into basketball and my main team was always the charlotte hornets (perhaps this entry was not super interesting.. but its a start.. this pic of bow wow is what made me think of it.. reppin da team!) excellent Posted by poolboyjames on August 22, 2009 at 11:16 PM comments (0)today was a great day
it wasn't scorching hot today wasn't one of those dreaded summer days i have so much disdain for today was warm but not like.. "my balls are stuck to my right leg" u know what i mean? it wasn't as humid as normal it wasn't even really bright today, i mean it was blue skies, but there were enough clouds to where u didn't need to wear sunglasses if u didn't want to i mean.. it was absolutely amazing a very welcome change of pace, today was 2 birds Posted by poolboyjames on August 21, 2009 at 3:39 PM comments (0)just a seed i wanna plant
i saw something on tv where this guy had a normal job.. like typing and doing stuff on a computer well he somehow got the idea to set up his computer in front of his treadmill basically, he was like walking on the treadmill and typing and doing his work at the same time he said he felt a lot better and he had lost a lot of weight he said he didn't see any reason to stop working at his treadmill he said he actually was working a lot faster and finishing his work earlier without even trying just being on the treadmill made him speed up or something the thing i personally learned from it is just.. if u can kill two birds with one stone then by all means, do it it was very creative for him to think of such a thing so creativity can help u accomplish tasks think..... and see what u can come up with! marcus b. (5 myths) Posted by poolboyjames on August 20, 2009 at 5:06 PM comments (0)marcus buckingham is a best-selling author, motivational speaker, trainer, leader.. a guy who wears a number of different hats
he released a dvd with a booklet "the truth about you" i am going to share with u a snippet of it.. a piece titled "5 things that sound right, but aren't" 1. always treat people the way u want to be treated no.. people like to be treated the way THEY like to be treated for example: what men want is totally different from what women want, and vice versa 2. there is no "i" in team "the best teams have lots of "i's" in them, lots of individuals who know their strengths clearly, and volunteer those strengths to the team" in other words, think of like a basketball team, someone may be able to dunk and get rebounds like shaq, someone may be able to drive the lane like allen iverson, someone may be able to hit a 3.. every good team is made up of "i's".. guys who are very good at one thing.. exploit what u are good at and form your team around everyone's attributes making shaq shoot 3's would not be beneficial to the team 3. u should work on your weaknesses "no, weakness will drag you down. one should figure ways to manage around them.. they are areas of least opportunity or a person's kryptonite successful people find creative ways to neutralize them" 4.push youself beyond your comfort zone one should rather push theirself INTO their comfort zone (into their strengths) 5. your greatest strength is also your greatest weakness basically, everyone's strength is going to come out, whether productively or unproductively honing it productively takes out any negativity your particular strength could possibly manifest with that said, there is no positive or negative to a strength.. it is simply a "blind force waiting to be expressed" for example: say u are a very detail oriented person one might say you are crazy for color-coding your clothing however, this trait, properly expressed may afford one great opportunities in say -company inventory and business. "don't allow others to call your strength a weakness.. instead, name, own, channel, and hone your strengths so that you and the rest of the world may benefit from them" women are st_pid Posted by poolboyjames on August 19, 2009 at 3:21 PM comments (0)*buys a vowel*
just saw an episode of divorce court this woman was with this guy for 15 yrs and she said she still wanted to marry him however, he said he still didn't want to marry her on top of not wanting to marry her, he also said he wanted to stop seeing her completely his reason for not wanting to be with her anymore was he "can't take it anymore" i don't know what he meant by that tho, because according to the both of them, the woman works 2 jobs, and comes home, and cleans the house, while the guy is on disability also, he said she "let herself go" "she used to be hot" he stated that he "could do better" and he said he didn't love her.. the rest escapes me but he dogged her bad right after he dogged her on national tv, she said she "still loves him" she said "he's like a big bear, sometimes he's a grizzly bear, but sometimes he's a teddy bear" and she also said, "he talks a big game but he really loves me" this was all normal to me, because this is what i normally see basically, the worse u treat a girl, the more she likes you.. like i said, i see it all the time so this is nothing new to me what got me was that toward the end, the judge (female) said "i believe he loves you, i know he said he doesn't want to be with you anymore but he would have to love u cuz he has been with you for 15 years.. he loves you." i want u to imagine my facial expression after hearing that ish FROM THE JUDGE like some normal chick off the street, ok maybe i can see that.. but THE JUDGE?! please don't ever give anyone any advice again. this is a grown man, who is being financially (she works 2 jobs), mentally (all the compliments), and physically (cleaning all the time, not to mention sex) supported by a woman of course he has been with this woman for 15 years.. WHY IN THE F*CK WOULD HE LEAVE!? and even with all of that kind of support, HE IS STILL THREATENING TO LEAVE at the end of the show the woman said "i'm gonna make u happy, i'm gonna do better with the cleaning, i'm gonna get all the carpet cleaned blah blah blah" the guy said "i've heard that before" and she said "i'm not gonna clean the carpet, i'm gonna have it all done professionally for you" the guy said (and no i'm not making this up) "yeah right.. i can't take this anymore, i'm outta here" the thing that just drove me the most crazy was the fact that the JUDGE.. the person who is paid for their sound advice and judgement said that that guy loves that woman the judge may know a woman's perspective, but from a male perspective.. let me let u in on a little secret THAT GUY DOES NOT LOVE HER he will continue to use her up sure, i mean why the f*ck not? she is offering all these things.. its like if someone just offered u $20 or just offered u a foot-rub.. its like is loving that person a prerequisite to taking the $20 or the foot-rub? NO! sometimes i think women are so dumb that.. gahh, i can't even explain it the man in court said "no one is listening to me, i don't want her, i'm tired of her, i'm better off without her" 5 minutes later the judge co-signs that poor woman's disfunction by saying "he loves you" WHY!? THE MAN RAN OVER THIS WOMAN'S CAT!!!! that's what the case was about, she wanted like vet bills or something cuz they had to put the cat to sleep he ran over the cat, and then tried to act like he didn't do it, but in my opinion he told on himself because when first prompted to speak on the cat, he said nothing but negative things about it so to me, he had it in for the cat so what i'm saying is this if u are a woman reading this.... u know what? why should i even say anything? i am probably gonna wake up tomorrow and see women get voluntarily run over some more so why should i even open my mouth with an opinion in the first place? go ahead and chase guys while they run u into the ground and waste years of your life what do i care? all i guess i wanted to say is guys are not that complicated if he says he doesn't want you.. then that means ___________ u know, how bout u fill in the blank for me? by the way why in the fck would this guy marry her now if he hasn't married her in 15 yrs? this is what i mean when i say i don't feel sorry for these abused and low self esteem women.. i mean this kind of thing just makes no sense on any level at all gps Posted by poolboyjames on August 19, 2009 at 8:32 AM comments (0)
what in the world ok i got up today to take care of some ish i get my gps, hop in the ride, turn it on and it doesn't come on so i hold the "on" button, and... it doesn't come on so i went crazy on the "on" button and IT DOESNT COME ON so i go in and plug it in IT DOESNT COME ON so i let it charge for a while (knowing it should have already had charge on it) IT STILL DOESNT COME ON!!!! so then i immediately have flashbacks to myself throwing out the box and the receipt cuz i liked the product so much .............................................WHAT THE FCK. so then i get the product info and troubleshooting no real answers. so then i see this paper and it said "IF THERE IS A PROBLEM, DO NOT RETURNTO STORE.. REGISTER YOUR ITEM AND FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS FROM THERE" so i go to register it what do u know.. to register it i need the upc code from the box and besides that, it said "when u register the product, you must wait 48 hours before u call customer service" 48 hours? I AM GOIN CRAZY RIGHT NOW! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT 48 HOURS!? i just spent all this money on your product and enjoyed it for a total of like 3 days!!!! I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE OR DO SOMETHING NOW!!! i finally said f*ck it and decided to go to lowe's to get a miniscrewdriver to open it and fix it even tho the back said "do not open, device is likely to cause electric shock" why couldn't it say "device is likely to work more than 3 days" instead? so i walk out and i'm like fck i can't believe this, i'm going to lowe's and ish.. and i look over and i see that the trash can for the week still has trash in it i use diff bags than everyone else,so i was like, "hey if i find my trash bags, then finding the box and receipt should be fairly simple" walk over, open the trash bin (trash man comes today so yeah its full and it reaks) i immediately see a meal-worm crawling on a bag *insert 12 consecutive f-words* i charge it to the game, reach in, and rather easily i find the box, the bag, receipt, everything i need.. and just A FEW MINUTES before the trash man came so i went back to the store (target) and returned that ish and went...... "WHEW." a total emotional rollercoaster shock to anger to whatever else can u believe that ish? another epic example Posted by poolboyjames on August 19, 2009 at 4:50 PM comments (0)"I thought Will was really cute and we would hang out a lot on the road. He liked to take care of me and never let me spend a dime. He was that kind of guy, real generous. I remember when they won their first award, he asked me to go out with him afterward. He was so excited. We were walking along the street getting ready to grab something to eat, and he just gave this homeless guy $100 dollars.
I sometimes kick myself when I think about what could have been. He was so nice to me, but I really wasn't feeling him. I guess I couldn't appreciate a nice guy like Will Smith. He wasn't thug enough. I was attracted to thugs and hoodlums. Will was too nice to me." - pepa from salt and pepa this was an excerpt from her book "let's talk about pep" which came out in 2008 which also details how she got her ass kicked by treach of naughty by nature over and over again like that ish was fun or something just another epic example. u are not real Posted by poolboyjames on August 17, 2009 at 9:02 AM comments (0)i texted a girl cuz she was on my mind, i just texted her to say hello and ask how she was doing
we hadn't talked for months she never calls me or texts me or anything and this doesn't bother me its just that.. like if u never put forth any effort to talk to me, then when i contact u, why do u act so happy to hear from me? like i texted her and she was telling me about how she was just talking about me with one of her friends, telling them how she should contact me again this is what irks me.. its not that she never contacts me, i don't care about that, u liking me is not a prerequisite to me liking you... so its not that she never contacts me, its that she acts like she is a real friend, or she acts like she misses me, or whatever whatever, when the fact is her actions say otherwise like i don't really understand it.. i'm like just be real with me u know what i mean? like don't patronize me is basically what i'm saying i don't need my ego stroked by someone who doesn't really care about me.. i am mature enough to accept the fact that every person i like may not really like me back.. i don't need u to smile in my face and make up stories about how u "meant to call me" or "were just thinking about me" just tell me how ur doing and shutup i'm not stupid i don't understand this blatant dishonesty of one's intentions WHAT IS THE POINT OF IT!? again.. just don't patronize ya boi that's all peaCe language blog Posted by poolboyjames on August 17, 2009 at 9:45 AM comments (0)i want to talk a bit about vocab
i have realized a number of people don't understand words that are fairly common like for example: the other day i was talking to a girl and i was like "is he being vague?" she was like 'what?' so i was like.. "u know, is he trying to be elusive, or eluding your questions?" she was like 'can u speak english?' and one time i gave this girl at my job a cd, and she was like.. "u have great beats on there.. and when i listen to u rap i feel like i'm listening to a college lecture or something" this just mainly made me think about what she is probably used to especially being here in the south, u have these rappers who are extremely dumbed down and blunt with the things they say and their execution oftentimes its not like "i want to reach new heights with u emotionally through passion and intimacy" its just "i want to suck yo' titties" LOL go figure ------------------------------------------------------ so anyway.. another thing i was thinking about -that is along the lines of language is curse-words like they are supposedly bad or negative on some level.. however oftentimes in our culture they are just used as exclamation points to normal sentences "this is nasty" = this entree is not desirable "this shit is nasty!" = what are you feeding me!? here's another example: "she is ugly" = she is unattractive "she is f*cked UP!" = she looks like lil wayne's daughter (LOL ...had to do it) anyway.. what do u guys think of that? me personally, i agree that curse words are oftentimes light-hearted and just used as exclamation points so sometimes i do use them in my life, but not often at all and i never use them in music, that's a standard i have had for my music for a long time that i just stick to curse words can be bad or good tho.. (with good mostly meaning "humorous") -------------------------------------------------------- so anyway.. the last thing i wanted to talk about along the lines of language was the use of the word "literal" when i was little i never could get a true grasp of what that word meant because people take it out of context in order to (again) put an exclamation point/emphasis on their statement people will say things like "that person is so fat they can't fit through the door.. literally" and the person is fat, but they can totally fit through doors its just that the person saying that wanted to add more "umph" to their statement "that was so gross that i just projectile-vomited... literally" and there is no vomit anywhere.. thus they are using a word for the exact opposite of its intended use because they're using 'literal' in a non-literal sense it has always just struck me as odd how people do that LITERALLY. (true sense of the word) food for thought. |
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