i have been racking my brain over decisions lately
going through a lot of anxiety i know anxiety is not good for us and the Bible tells us not to worry.. however at the same time it has been tough for me recently but today a thought hit me i've been racking my brain trying to make the right decisions when the fact is i'm just gonna have to live with whatever decision i make what is so scary about that? i think i've been hung up on, "i don't want to do something i'll regret" well that thinking in itself is negative.. why should i regret a decision at all? even if i end up in somewhat of a bind, what good would regretting do? furthermore, who am i to say good can't come out of a seemingly bad choice? one example of what i'm talking about is like say a girl gets pregnant and she regrets that night she conceived the child if she magnifies that regret, that will lead her to abortion because she will be saying "i shouldn't have done it, the whole thing was a mistake, so this child is also a mistake" little does she know the actual abortion will most likely soon be another regret to add to her list, however the abortion regret will be far greater than the conception regret what's my point? my point is whatever decisions i make i will just have to live with them and do the best i can with what i'm given.. my thinking has been.. "the worst thing that could possibly happen is i make a bad decision" but i realize that's not true the worst thing that could possibly happen is giving up, and/oraborting my plans, hopes, dreams, goals, and aspirations falling down isn't the end refusing to get back up is. *thanks God for the insight* *wipes anxiety away* *puts on stunna shades*
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JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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