when ur young u kinda don't realize how much your parents care about u
they don't really show it.. i mean they do, but in some ways they don't they take care of you, keep your best interest in mind, center their lives around yours, they make sure u have fun Christmas's and birthdays, they get u new clothes for school, the list goes on and on in their mind they are giving you love everyday.. and they are right in a kid's mind, they have received all of this for so long that sometimes they only see what they DONT get.. like verbal or moral support, or material things, or whatever when u get older sometimes u see your parents' love and u and u realize they did the best they could even when it didn't seem that way whats done in the dark comes to the light i suppose there was a lot of times when u didn't see their love for you, or you didn't see how u hurt their feelings, or you didn't see all the conversations they had with other people about you, or you didn't see the worry they had when u stayed out too late because when u got back, the worry manifested itself as anger i have realized ur parents most likely have a weak spot for you that you don't really see the reason you don't see it oftentimes is because it is a very large and vulnerable spot.. something this vulnerable has to be covered up in order to be protected, especially in the child's teenage years because teenagers can be cruel if your heart is just wrapped up in someone u may want to cover that up because if they know the effect they can have on you then they can use it against u in the worst ways so i guess my point is, be patient with ur parents, oftentimes they love u so much that they can't and/or are just way too afraid to express it properly properly expressing your love to your child can be similar to buying a $4,000 ring for a 4 yr old.. yes u may think they are worth it, but the truth is they cannot fathom its value, or properly handle it or the responsibilities that come with it u might come home and find that ring on the dirt in the driveway except in the given context of this metaphor that ring could be a loving parent's heart a heart that is given to someone who cannot handle it properly is a heart that is misused.. so oftentimes it is partly withheld word
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JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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